Loss of me...

Seasonal...

2010-09-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

Seasonal Friends....

primary school we got primary school friends....secondary school got secondary school friends....n it goes on to uni.....now for me....I just realised i'm slowly drifting apart from those uni frens i know...i did try my part to organize movies n stuffs to prevent the drifting...but it look likes friends are seasonal after all...no matter how hard one could try....people grow apart...

=/

Naive..

2010-09-18T03:22:00.003+08:00

I'm born in a family of 5....father, mother and 2 sisters..I guess tht....since i nvr had a brother in my life...I kinda took friends around me whom are kinda "close" to me as brothers lol..brothers whom u know tht always be your side no matter the situation...

Now i just realise how naive was I at coming to a conclusion like tht lols...

Time for a change..

2010-09-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

By change....i mean i plan to get a lala hairstyle this thursday lols...

hahahahhahaa...actually just wanna get a new change lar..not necessarily lala...lols

To be continued...=P

Weird feeling...

2010-09-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Got this sudden weird feeling tht things are gonna take a better turn.....

suddenly feel a bit happy while working...

I think i'm going crazy lol XD

Just never ends..

2010-09-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

I dunno if i'm the only one feeling this but....I always felt tht i havent put enough effort into this or tht...or I could have done it better in some ways....Feels so demanding of myself..in a way it shows tht i'm not even confident in my own capabilities...nvr once hav i felt..."Hey this is good enough..I done my best" =/

Its kind of weird tht...we always think tht our current mentality is sufficient or "perfect"...but if we ever choose to think further...we realised that we're actually many steps behind others or wat we aspire to be =/

These days I'm always thinking..how can i change myself to be better...n if i ever figure tht part out...from where do i find the drive to make tht change in myself...these simple questions (tht I should hav figured out long ago..) yet important to who i'm gonna become...

Always feel tht something is missing....always n always....really do hope someone could convince me tht nothing is missing...lol

Less like a Robot...

2010-09-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

Haha ever since i started goin back college medan for cheap lunch....I feel so human again...having the usual lunch with uni gang XD...so much lessss like a robot =P

Eating with my colleagues is fun n all but.....they have expensive taste weih....each meal more than RM10 confirm...sometimes RM20...my wallet oso can cry lo =____=

but but now tht i starting to go back medan.....Phrases like "Sei kau pun"...."Lima setengah" are like music to my ears XD

yes i'm cheapskate i know...but hey...it sure aint easy surviving on own salary weih...wan buy new stuffs oso will think twice now....but it sure feels awesome having lunch with my lecturers n frens =D

Working

2010-08-29T00:38:00.004+08:00

Working....surprisingly i wasn't thinking bout the salary i can make from working all these while...I've been thinking a lot lately bout something much more important..

Ive been thinking very hardly bout "What I want"

Kinda sad eh tht even up until know i cant figure out the answer to tht =/
Is it because there's too many options around?...Is it because I've been letting things go its natural way too much?...Is it because I always think tht anything is ok for me?...Or is it just because I dun wan to make a decision myself?.....

Its even funny though thinking back how this issue sparked to my senses....It was while we're having lunch with our Group Exco...Dato Chew (an amazing person =)) just threw tht simple question acros the table at us...n at tht moment...I askedmyself..."Why da hell i nvr even bothered to stop n ask myself tht b4"...It was an awkward situation...then he continued on saying "Its ok (smiling) I just want u all to start thinking bout this"...

The question of "what I want" is just so...bothering lols...but yet...its necessary to really think thru bout it...I've been going on with "Anything la i guess" mentality for a bit too long lol...Shud really start making demands of myself lols..

Loss of me indeed =/

*woo finally updated xD

Business Cycle...

2010-05-29T00:54:00.002+08:00

Just realised how much my Uni life is represented in a business cycle pattern...LOL....u know peaks? troughs? depression?....lol....Yeap...after staring at my results for quite some time...I find tht its very much like a business cycle lol...

but ofcos...they say inflation and unemployment rate is a good economic indicator of the business cycle...The indicators in my uni life is a hilarious one thou....ahahahhahaha...even if i tell it to u guys...u wont believe it....but after hours after thinking....I can identify one very strong indicator tht affects the "business cycle" of my uni life so far LOL... xD

the stuffs tht wonders around our mind when we hav nothing better to do lol...XD

Countdown..

2010-05-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

AAAAAAaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!

Classes and assignments are over...Happy bout it....but it also means my life as a student is gonna end soon weih...OMG...no matter how much i know bout the importance of closing this chapter of my life, it still cannot compensate for the fact tht i really enjoyed my student life the most =(

Only a month to countdown to the end of my exams...n then a week after tht...It would be the beginning of another whole new life =/ this is one of those times where New does not necessarily means Good weih...I always hear how working life is so taxing and all....I really hope i dun need to start so soon....but i really dun wanna lose this ongoing momentum I'm having now...=/

but i guess now tht its inevitable....all tht's left is for me to properly utilize this precious 1 month I have....this last chapter of my student life...n embrace myself for another whole new beginning =/

Updates!!!

2010-04-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

There u go....end of post....k thx bai XD

Joking only =P....

Mid sem break is over....there goes my last uni holiday for the rest of the sem =.= however it was a very fun holiday....Get to see deadly mountain chipmunk twice in a week....(meeting her is like finding the Rosetta Stone...lol..) once is during Easters...was invited to her church at UEP(maze like place) cos she was performing lol....was always wondering what she gonna perform cos she mentioned bruises n stuffs...yeah i was curious...The performance answered my question n i really hav to say its a performance tht kinda touched my heart (the expression poured into the performance is just......speechless...)....n i gotta say...tht sunday I met a lot of nice people lol..greeting me...asking whether they shud assign someone to teman me..A LOT of nice people...hahahhahha....

Second time was thursday...so hard to pull her out from her busy schedule...lol...went n caught a movie....Its Complicated...unexpectedly hilarious XD ...n also got to see her playin ez2dance LOL...after like how long..get to see the best ez2dance player in sunway hahahhaha..until now i still think its a very hard game to play....rather stick to DDR XD...the day was fun...most importantly i was glad tht it was a stress-less day for her....n seeing her smile really made my day =) no matter how her hairstyle changes, glad her smile is still there XD

n now....after holidays...back to assignments...gonna miss these moments..anticipating the next holiday...n focusing on other parts of my life =)

P.S to suyin- I really quit gaming finally and SERIOUSLY XD

New sem...1st impression....

2010-02-21T23:46:00.002+08:00

1st impression of a new sem?.....gonna be complicated D:

complicated for so many reasons....cos its my last...it really feels like i hav a lot to catch up on...its like i'm running out of time to do all those things i wanted to do during my uni life...really....it feels one of those moments where we leave our assignments to last minute to finish lol

n just like every assignment...we always dunno where to start from XD...maybe i shud come up with a list i wanna do before the end of this sem...hahahha....n try fit everything into these few months...I think i can already see a few categories of stuffs i wanna do lol....such as having makan gatherings...n yeah my last competition for cod4...go somewhere outstation relak....so many more..

I havent even gotten my library card yet..omg..hahahhaa

My LAST sem....nooooooooo

2010-02-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

ITS MY LAST SEM liao!!!! i feel so old =.=
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n its gonna be my LAST TOURNEY liao oso =.=
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cant imagine my student life gonna end soon..
seriously
If i hav the choice,
I would want it to last longer
So tht i could hav more memories of this wonderful phase of my life
...
but
...
this is reality
n i hav no choice but to accept it D:
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*I havent even get my library card yet even after all these years lol*
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n also last year's impossible resolutions D:
doubt i'll get it done this year too xD
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gonna be 22 soon.......nuuuuuuuuu
working.....nuuuuuuuu
missed out on so many things....nuuuuuuu
...
NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU D:

Malas update =P

2010-01-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

I find tht i rarely update this blog even with all the time i hav on my hands now...hahahha...its like i forgotten bout this site dy..but ofcos i wouldnt =)

I only hav 1 purpose on my mind when i made this blog...which is to try my best to retain all the best moments in my life n put it in this blog..so tht one day in the future I can look back n smile =) the fear of knowing tht i'm just a human being and i'm incapable of remembering all those small things in life really drove me into setting up this blog....its like when u hav such a wonderful day with a certain someone...u wud really want to make sure every detail is not forgotten cos IT IS tht significant! =/

2009 ended in a satisfying way..on new year's eve with frens like jeff, jason n kenix...ofcos with jeff in the party ...obviously the day is about kantoi-ing him...jason n kenix also played along pretty well XD...while waiting for kenix to lepas kerja, we decided to go bowling lawl...hilarious tht jeff couldnt bowl straight (cos he's not xD)...Monkey jason is good at it =.=....i'm..er.....ok ok at it la xD....

then after tht we go teman Jeff shopping lol....n this is where the fun begins la...the Origin of the 95% spandex joke...when jeff decided to buy his Trunks on new year's eve just cos its cheaper due to year end sale...he accidentally revealed his fetish for spandex lawl...xD...a joke tht lasted for quite some time xD...still ongoing xD

after shopping..Kenix lepas kerja n pergi main vroom vroom (he calls tht Initial D stage 5 =.=)...n kena tapau by a guy with 197 wins =.=...tht means he spent at least RM400 on the game in the arcade for god knows how long weih...after tht we went to camp on CP7 for fireworks lol...not bad at all...too bad saya bukan cameraman (poor guy mah..) after the fireworks thingy....we go arcade again LOL....damn no life...XD...conclusion: Jeff is good at bishibashi somehow =.=.....but i beat him in DDR xD how unexpected Wakakkakakaka

basically tht's Dalai's new year's eve....it wasnt bout goin to watch fireworks lol..its just bout the company n all those sohai things tht happened in between lol...hahahhaa

Black and white...

2009-12-09T00:27:00.004+08:00

Holidays...can be fun...n boring as well...depending on how u spend the time..

for me....right after tht wonderful day.....the days ahead looks so black n white =/

must start plannin some stuffs to do dy!!

Best day...

2009-12-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

Today is DA best day of my life...n i shall always remember the 5th of December 2009.

n I owe it to none other than Suyin!!! who made "sacrifices" just to make the day interesting and worthwhile =) so much effort was put into the day..n i definitely neeed it after 6 months of no-lifeness in college lol...I gotta say my mind is kinda more opened too now...din realised i've been missing so much stuffs in life all these while...really makes me rethink bout the way i shud use my time...lol..

really really really enjoyed it =) n kinda touched lol

thx a lot!! =)

Get well soon btw =P

Scar..

2009-12-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

Clicking on myvu website n checking my results yesterday seriously left another scar on my mind...perhaps for the next few years to come...even though its just a credit..but the pain is knowing tht it was entirely my fault tht i oni scored below average..n things like these really stay in my mind for a very very long time =/..n tht kinda sux..

can someone teach me a way to get over these kinda stuffs?....for my entire life...i alwiz find it so hard to get over disappointing events of my life...=/

sigh....

Banyak kali doh....

2009-12-01T01:57:00.002+08:00

For so so many times...when i hav problems...people will always tell me..."chill la...sure can 1".."sure work out in the end 1!!".."Sure can dy la"....

yeah i know they're trying to give me some last glimpse of hope...but so often in my heart i always think tht...they're saying this cos they couldn't possibly tell me tht the world is gonna end...n then when i think tht way...i really dunno who to really ask for opinions cus everyone will say the same stuffs =/...somehow somehow...n somehow i'm jus looking for any differences in these responses tht i'm slowly narrowing myself to a little corner...=/

why am i so negative 1...=.=.....

Waiting...

2009-11-29T00:27:00.002+08:00

Life is about waiting... =) and everyone is waiting for something in their life...=)

Have u guys seen the movie called "The Terminal"?..directed by steven spielberg..with tom hanks in it....One of my favourite movies...can watch it more than 10 times n still wont get bored..XD

if u seen it..then u sure faham apa saya cakap...

I'm waiting too =)

OMGWTFBBQLOL EXAMS OVER!!!

2009-11-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

OMGWTFBBQLOL!!!

Finally over T-T...i paling tak suka this kind of overstretched exams..=.=...can kena stroke at any time in between exams...lucky for me....i got 3 open book exams this sem..wakkakakaa...but open books means higher cost of printing materials to bring in..bleh...

oh well..oh well...not thts over.....its time to open my "little black book" n chase people for "hutang"...lol....starting off...would be a free meal at Jogoya....muahahahhahaha...i love my black book....n following tht is SOMEBODY who promise to bring me somewhere....but until now i dunno where is tht "somewhere" cos it is undisclosed....=/...very very curious...hmmmm....

for now...tht is wat i'm expecting...hehehee...n also starting the treatment for my tulang liao...zzz....first month must go 3 times a week....zzzz.....sien...

lalala...holiday.....youtube.....snsd...lol....random...

Revival?....

2009-10-03T00:55:00.002+08:00

So so so so so busy~~~~~~~~ n so so so so little time~~~~

At least VU nite is over XD...wonderful night..even though many mistakes on my part =P..paiseh paiseh...too nerve wracking maybe...lol..at least the lightings n Ms.VU candidates are pretty~~ XD something to relief the nervous-ness for the night...hahahahahhaa XD

but now tht its over..means have to focus on Assignments dy...=.=...sien lo!!! I can foresee a tsunami coming if nothing is done soon enaf...=.=...die lar die lar...how la how!! someone must teach me LFIS dy wei....tht 1 paling close now...=.=

N ofcos...hav to bring forward a plan...a plan to stop my competitive activities...lol..at first thinkin after this sem (after Oct competition) then stop shud be ok dy...but i think hav to stop now la....cos things are looking "dark" right now lol...not so bright~~

lala tht's it after AFK for so long~~ will AFK for another few weeks maybe haha

Gembira-ness...

2009-08-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

I havent seen someone so happy n excited so long dy...it really made me feel happy oso inside me...n to know tht i contributed to tht happiness....it made me much more happier..

When i gave the present tht day...I tot it would just be a normal "Thanks a lot I appreciate it"...BUT...when she opened the book n went thru it...she just went "omg...awesomeness..(n many other adjectives..).."....I myself....dun really know how to respond at tht time...cos i'm so not used to it...seriously!!...nvr seen a really happy "fangirl" (so to speak..lol) like tht for quite some time....or i think it's nvr la lol...maybe cos i don usually buy present for anyone lol..(or nvr =.=..poor mah lol..)..so so i really stun a bit la...lol....XD

but but really...I think the present really made her day...n ofcos my day too =P...

Gembira-ness~~~

chicken rice...

2009-08-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

Chicken rice has now become a trigger to my memory...to wat sort of memory?....a funny n disappointing memory at the same time.....whenever i think bout it...i can feel damn phail...as a guy...=.=...but yet...its so funny...lol...

omg....ss14...Kar Heong chicken rice....omg omg omg omg omg D:

Nightmare period...

2009-08-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

Its tht Week 4,5,6 syndrome again...=.=...

assignments.....mid sem test.....n ofcos....more Assignments....n then when i think bout other stuffs besides college works....i feel like fainting dy wei...everyday day i always thought to myself...how good it is if i could just skip all these responsibilities...=/ but oh well....its practically impossible so i gave up on the idea on doing nothing....cos doing nothing will give me lots of "N"s on my transcripts =.=...n tht's bad in many ways...

so yeah...i'm forced to take things in my stride...but tht's really easier said than done...honestly...i dunno if i'm more suitable to this 50 coursework 50 exam style or the 100 exam style of uni life...=/...both have its pros n cons...but oh well...not like Fate gave me much options anyways...so i'm practically stuck with the 50/50 option...even though things been working out fine...but i still feel..somewhat "bo soong" lol...or maybe its the fact tht i'm just plain lazy...=P

ah well...back to work.....

Noooo...

2009-07-22T19:48:00.002+08:00

New sem started!!....

Holiday was enjoyable thou i expected more =/ but oh well...better than din enjoy at all....

n omg...CBF class is 3 hours straight....=.=..........

die la die la die la....

Left Hand..Right Hand...

2009-07-09T01:37:00.002+08:00

Assuming a right-hander...The Left hand symbolises tht which is subjected to...and the Right hand symbolises tht which would materialise...and of course vice versa for left handers (if i'm not mistaken...lol..anyways...)

Some people believe tht a person's destiny could be changed...while some others think tht it's already set out n u will just end up in tht same destination...I personnally favor the former =P...oh well...as i had mentioned...the future is still subjected to your choices made in the present...n what it would materialises into could actually changed...tht sounds like good new to lots of people...but to me...i feel its somewhat a risky line to walk onto =/..

Think bout this...If u started out in life briallantly..yur grades are good...people like you...n the future is actually bright!..sounds good...but the future is still subjected to yur choices..just imagine what a slight mistake could do to everything =/...I used to hav this fear....the fear tht things are going too well for me...sounds kinda odd rite...its just like waiting for tht Big Depression in life...after all no such thing as "guaranteed" right..(except for Tax and Death....nth else besides those lol XD..) BUT ofcos having this fear drove me to "occasionally"(sad to say tht) go beyond my limits..n actually putting some effort into my works..=.=...better than nth rite..=P

...And still...knowing with effort, we could still carve out our own path..even though we're not brought up to think tht way!...its interesting how some people became successful just becos they were brought up in a way tht..they know they live to redefine the world..n tht thinking really made a difference in their lives compared to others...n this brings me back to my point bout carving out our own path..=)

If u think your position is already determined in this world....by all means go defy it...go for something u want to achieve..dont just stop at where u are now..Even your palms can tell u tht..lol!

So free....

2009-07-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

Exams over...i so free...but still lazy to update blog....XD XD...lalala...

Just realised i'm 21 this year....hahaha....but honestly...who would believe me when i say i'm 21 this year....haihz...if i say i'm 21 to a person i just know...surely the fellow will give the "look" 1...nvr failed b4 wei....me n my frens tried it on so many people dy....ALL say i freaking look like 18 or younger....tht kinda denied me lots of stuffs rite...

I mean....when girls look at me...first impression sure "another childish teenager.."....sure 1 i tell u!!..guarantee punya...i heard so many times b4 dy from frens..."hey i used to think u're childish arh...but actually....*blah blah blah*.."....sure got use the phrase "used to think" 1....=.=..damn unfair for me rite...just cos i look younger oni wei..

Here's the funny part....after my 21st bday rite...my fren off n on will tell me.."so now u're an old man dy la...21 dy..."....then i replied balik...

"hahahhaa....but u still look older than me right?

XD...The End...

Rose of May...

2009-06-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

Feel like visiting my blog suddenly....barely took a peek at it for the last few weeks..=)

Just for u guys to know...the title of this Blog "Loss of Me" is actually a name of a soundtrack in FF9..=P..n to some other fans...it is also known as "Rose of May"...Really really one of my all time favourite Final Fantasy soundtrack XD

Take a pause for the moment...Just click play....n close your eyes....n do some self reflections.....

Were the last few months enjoyable?...meaningful?...

Have those months brought joy or meaning to other's life?...

Were u being yurself all the while?...

Or u were wearing a mask all the time?....

Ohm~~ XD
(FInal Fantasy IX..Loss of Me @ Rose of May by Nobuo Uematsu)

Kiss Floor~~

2009-05-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

How many of you understand wat tht means wei?.....bet most of u dont...XD....

it means.....Exams are near...n all of us r so doomed!!! XD

YaY!!...Kiss Floor!!!

(going nuts....dont mind me...)

Berat sikit dy...

2009-05-09T00:21:00.002+08:00

I happen to be curious.....=P...then i go weigh myself on the weighin scale i had at home...n i found out i am 55 kg now!! o.O.....hard to believe for me...cos 1 month ago i was still around 51 kg for like last 2 years....n 50 for those years before!!.....I practically gained 4 kgs in 1 month ++ wei XD!!...tht's like....a miracle tht happened to me!!

I mean...it was like...I dont notice any changes everyday....then suddenly something actually has changed without me knowing!...lol...=.=...

imagine the guys with the problem of gaining weight for the last 20 years of his life...suddenly gain 4 kgs in such a short time...its like WOW!! XD....n u guys are complaining bout trying to lose weight n lose those fats....me on the other hand worrying bout gaining some pounds..lol...irony....

1 day must go celebrate....XD....

Tekanan...lol

2009-05-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

so long din update.....why?.....cos damn busy...=.=...with so many stuffs....especially assignments n mini tests la...din seem so mini to me anyways...lol....

the best part is.....there's MORE to come...=.=....

But anyways...there's always more than bad news la rite...also got good news 1!!...VU got 3rd placing overall in Sports Carnival..=P....hehehe...geng leh....I contributed to help VU get 1 gold in Foosball!!...nyahahahha...even after 6 months tak main langsung....i still can contribute...XD...actually thanks to other teammates la...haha...imba winning streak...XD....n ofcos..the best part was tht...tht nite there's also carrom n chess going on....n both got Silver...XD...so added up lots of points to the overall standing la...hahahahaha....finally something happy to think about..lol...

n ofcos.....Pokemon on my phone is fun!!.....lol...=.=....

Decisions again...

2009-04-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

Some people say i got the face to berjaya 1....yeah ofcos i'm kinda relieved to hear something like tht...but when i really look back at myself...i realised i can be so so far from tht =/...n better yet....so many other parts of me are telling me the same thing...imagine having the ability to make it n knowing it...but not doing anything much bout it....I think i really need a sledgehammer to knock my head at times...=.=...gahh....

I always procrastinate n procrastinate for countless times...n when it comes to datelines...I almost always hear a voice from inside me telling me tht "if u're gonna slack again..i'm gonna take away yur gifts"...n then I would just suddenly "wake" up n finish my stuffs n finish my studies for an exam few days later...n things would still stay good n above average...n then I would always wondered...If i done something similar earlier..would I not have achieved something better?...Do i tend to rely on tht too much through out my life?...n with THT many wake up calls i have through out my life...i always wondered when it would stop..n suddenly everything would just be taken away...(just imagining.....)...like a price paid for not playing by the rules...=/

Everything comes with a price....a success in the future requires one too...n it differs from 1 person to another...I wonder...Wat edxactly is the price i have to pay?...

Comfort zone...

2009-04-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

I love staying in my comfort zone...i mean...who doesnt??...everyone has their own comfort zone..tht's y everyone remains in their place...n everyone remains the same as everyone...it's like.."U're special...just like everyone else..."...lol..it's kinda funny tho..tht (i think..) the general rule to ever succeed or to achieve something special...one has to get out of their comfort zone n doin the right stuffs...the ironic part is tht it sounds simple...n yet...many people dont give a damn bout it...=/...

another random thought tht came to mind...is how i found people to be afraid of being successful ..yeap...sounds weird....but people are Afraid of being successful!...the general crowd subconsciously perceives being on top as being separated from others...n its kinda true tht when u get to a certain position...there will be a distance between u n yur usual group...cos the general crowd is at the lower position...n people know tht!..n thus..whenever a position is offered...its really common to see people pushing the position here n there...giving any possible excuses...just because they fear being distanced...sad again....but it is happening...People are afraid of being successful...haihz...

Ofcos...this does not apply to everyone...but it is happening to most people...comfort zones..fear of success..it happens subconsciously...even though some people are clearly conscious bout their wants to being someone different or achieving something better...they still repeat wat they do every single day...every single month n year...hoping tht repeating previous 'failures' (unknown to them..)...would eventually bear fruit...

The question in my mind as of now is....If anyone really intended to be successful...why doesnt he/she do something different bout it...different from wat he usually does...different from wat others(who continuosly achieved average results..) would do...n eventually find his/her edge to succeed in the future? =/

Pink~~

2009-04-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today got CIMB lecture series....n I was the emcee in Pink lol....must be a first time to many people's eyes....XD...when people ask why pink...just hentam n say I in love lo~~ lol....but is it true??...i dunno....XD

How??...

2009-04-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

For quite some time....I finally accepted the fact tht people dont think alike...or learn things the same way....not just realising it by wat i was told...but rather...to actually know tht people has their own way of doing things...their own way of being efficient...learning things in their efficient manner...it's like why a economics person dont understand wat an accounting person is doing...it's like they dont see the pattern there n catch things tht fast...n this brings me to a point tht whenever someone asks me to teach them on a subject...

Kinda funny la...a question which seemed easy to me...last time i alwiz wondered why others dont see it the same way....to me it's just LIKE THT...but others were like..."like tht meh?"...n tht issue used to get me thinking...n when i realised it...I used to think twice whenever someone asks me to teach them...cos i'm just afraid i would make things more difficult for them...but people used to take it tht i'm not willing to teach...oh well...life goes on....=)

Fun-ness...lol

2009-04-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

Tuesday of sem break is fun....XD....got to makan lunch with Nat, mike n ryan...then later more people gather to watch movie...=)...n on tht day...i finally revealed a side of me i nvr revealed to any of them b4...LOL...ofcos they found out....n i wont speak of it here either...all i can say is.....Monash student lose to Sunway student...XD..wakakkakaa...

Saturday..XD....Cyberfusion event..too bad the booth chicks are not really tht impressive...haiz...disappointed...n Jeff din get the hp number he wanted..lol...however...Project suddenly ranked top 8 in cyberfusion tourney...XD....imba~~~

fun fun fun...lol.....

Mid sem break!

2009-04-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

The moment our CL exam was done...MID SEM BREAK BEGINS! Wakakaka

I gotta say tht my mid sem break started pretty damn well eh...cos the project gang sudah ajak untuk makan banyak tht saturday night =P...ofcos the makan was later tht evening...n afternoon we're just fooling around in SRC...XD...surprising however....wasn't really the SRC part or the makan part....it was rather when we're in the car....=.=...lol...lots of things happened...=.=

Just when u think tht when people start to enter uni dy...they might become more stable...but these guys just dont! =.=....seriously man!...when we all enter lim's car...the 'fun' started with Fat getting possessed by some rockstar soul =.=...seriously wei!..n i suspect he purposely keep tht hairstyle just to shake it wei!...lol..oh well not onli tht la...the whole day the gang just talked about pink shirt girl n white shirt girl...n smoking girls...n at the same time with Jeff n Fat making tht 'semi-orgasmic' look when they talk bout it..(pink shirt n white shirt girl..)..LOL....I m not jokin...=.=..

oh well ofcos the fun just wasnt from the conversation...as we reached OUG plaza...something creepy happened...suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder n when i look to my right..I did not see a ghost...but it was something worse...it was JEFF making tht "i'm gonna kiss u" look n just few inches away from me onli...OFCOS I FREAKED OUT LA!...=.=..thank lord jason is normal...(he's on my left tht time...)..nvm nvm...then we go makan chinese food in OUG...n as usual...Fat is praising pork like heaven...Jeff still talking bout girls...=.=...forever 1...n jason still is normal...lol...Lim kena panggil japanese rocket..=.=...oh well...

wat's more fun tht nite is...after makan dinner...we go makan again...makan pork noodle this time..lol...n i regretted something this time...i took the wrong seat...a motorbike was blocking a certain view *cough cough*...n yeah...Jeff is still making tht dreamy look...n we have more Jeff moments today!.."The Ka-chik thing"!..n the "Shocking thing"!...XD..kena from us the whole nite wei...lol...n Lim kena one of the best quote ever in the car (forgot to mention..).."It's hard to face the problem when the problem is your face"..ZOMG XD...imba~~~

All in all....it was a fun day....n a fun ride in Lim's car...XD...definitely enjoyed it...definitely...

Week 5..lalala....

2009-03-27T21:23:00.002+08:00

This week was.....EPIC....lol...XD

firstly....there's this anticipation of 2 friggin exams next week =.= nuff said...

n then....VUBC cuci kereta untuk orang!...hahaha..most of the customers very satisfied with their shining car...until the next morning it started raining heavily...lol...feel sad for them...hahaha

n then...there's this backstabbing incident i heard from a fren of mine...i found the whole situation just plain sad la...why wud people do such things to others for no valid reason =.=....&*%*$#@$

We have PFP block teaching this week too!...n thank lord the australian lecturer is so much better than Mr.Onion..yahoo! we all enjoyed the lecturer's Count Dracula accent n ofcos his sharing of his knowledge on financial planning...the whole lecture seem more like those seminars people pay to attend..lol...cos he is tht good!

n yeah....I baru balik from pyramid only...nope...not shoppin or movies...but Body Pump class...N I survived!!! =.= woohoo!!!...lol....playing around with small weights for 1 hour really can push a person to a limit wei....now only i believe...=.=....luckily i smart n din let my ego took over....started with the smaller weights 1st...n glad i made the right decision...XD

Tht's it.....i think tomoro cant walk up the stairs dy...=.=

A wonderful time...

2009-03-18T01:12:00.002+08:00

today....(actually yesterday now...)..had a really nice time with the Project guys and also ofcos mike nat Fat too lol...ex-projects lol...anyways the fun started as soon as we met at SRC..haha XD

It all started when I imba-rpd-ed during tdm HAHA...i oso wondering why i so imba...lol..."Kill Chilling!! Kill Chilling only!!"...lol....anyways..we even tried dota after tht...haha..lagi epic la tht 1...the moment i see Lampu & Cahaya....turn back n run away on the spot wei =.=...choco too fake dy...=.=...after the dota session....we all head to pyramid for MOVIE!!...has been a long time since the last movie i watched wei...n we decided to watch "SEX DRIVE"..lol...

The show was hilarious n all...but too bad government cut so many scenes tht it could have been so much better =.=....but anyways...the government missed 1 part tho! n i think we all agreed tht was one of the best part..lol XD..(i mean...in a funny way ofcos o.O...)...there's also tht blardy sarcastic fellow in the show too lol...

soon after tht...we decided tht our wallet is a bit too "big" for the week...so we went Manhattan Fish Market to makan dinner =.=...n we talked bout all sorts of things la..such as Jeff & Johan's moments...lol...the Kuantan boy & the Chinese boy...we even touched on topics like circumcision too wtf lol....n Nat was the only girl there listenin to all these from 9 guys =.=...I dunno wat else to say la....the whole evening was just enjoyable n fun thx to these bunch of....(i dunno wat word to use....)..oh well it's fun...tht's it...HAHAha..

why why why....

2009-03-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

when i was asked those questions..."why la u din....."...bla bla bla....i just realised....why i din do so ho...it seems so logic to do certain things but somehow we just dont do it n I realised tht those kind of things are happenin to me...

It's really odd isnt it?...let's say we know it's perfectly logic n rational n nothing to lose to do something...but yet in our mind...something is holding us back...we know it's just odd tht it's holding us back...but yet we don do it n tht's how it is la...

Finding myself in the situation just makes me wonder why summore...or maybe the brain's just making up excuses to hold us back?....or maybe the lack of experience in the subject matter is holding us back?....I dunno which it is for me..=(...

Bored?...

2009-03-11T21:26:00.003+08:00

I'm bored...so i went to Jaslyn's blog...n i tried the personality test...n this is how it went..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Seems pretty true in a way for me...i can even vouch for some of the statements there oso cos I really think its true in my case =)..but ofcos I wonder wat others think eh..o.O...from how u guys see it....is it true?????

Stuffs to do in the mean time....

2009-03-08T20:31:00.002+08:00

weee...this sem is gonna be filled with stuffs to do!..the team is revamped...vubc hopefully revamped oso...=.=....n my life finally stroke a balance..lol..(go figure tht out yurselves..lol...)

Lazing around....

2009-03-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

I'm a lazy person..n i admit it....XD...

since primary.....I barely hand in my homeworks...any of it...n yeah consequence is i kena punish a lot oso la...secondary oso....pre-u oso....hahaha...i really dunno why la...but i just don want to do homework wei =.=...i remember during my secondary years....form 4 or 5 like tht....I took Bahasa Cina....n I only written 3 chinese essays onli =.=....u know when is it??....1st test..mid-year test...and Trials....oh yeah...n ofcos...there's Spm too...tht makes 4 essays...LOL..I got B3 in the end...dammit...if onli i done 1 or 2 more..maybe cud have gotten A2....=.=...nola jk onli...hahaha

Anyways...not doin homework is not all tht bad rite....kena marah a bit onli mah...but ofcos doesn't look good in front of others la =P...but but but...in the end its the result tht matters rite?..haha..it's not tht i'm born lazy or anythin k...or else i would be obese la..lol...nola...just tht there are other matters which I would rather pour my efforts into...I oso can be a person who will strive to do everything he can just to get something he wans k...I remember joinin the marching squad during NS...tht was a good example wei..i remembered how hot the sun is...but i still go on...even though the back of my neck turned brown cos i forgot to put sunblock there =.=...lolz

My assignments n tutorial exercises oso...unless the situation desparate enaf...i oso wont bother much =.=...somehow...i feel tht things have to change a bit la...rite?...haha...but nvm..this year i got lots of things i hope to achieve...this shall be one of them...hahaha..

Start of a sem...

2009-02-25T01:39:00.002+08:00

It's another sem...n it just makes me feel more n more depressed....not tht I'm not looking forward into this sem...but i just realized i only got about a year n a half left in uni

I just somehow feel i wasted my youth la...it's gone man...ofcos there are memorable times here n there...but just somehow wished I could do more...maybe play some instruments...learn some martial arts....but somehow in the end..I ended up with the art of "scoring without studying" =.= my life is tht sad wei....

But yeah..even admist all those hours of life i missed...it's better late than nvr la...at least i got to do something i really enjoy doing last few years in uni...Foos n Gaming!...haha..i know some of u out there will condemn me in the foosing part =.=...but hey..i still enjoy it k..just tht the uni took it away from me..=.=..N also Gaming is still ongoing with the Projects...hahaha...

n those will still go on this year....n also will be expecting the usual "lunching" sessions =P..really missed "lunching" sessions..xD..n ofcos somehow miraculously i hope i will enjoy helpin vubc with this year's activities.miraculous becos i usually don't like these stuffs..but still do it anyway...lol...n yeah...i shud get a library card..=.=..how unusual for a scholarship student to not have library card eh...lol

So near yet so far...

2009-02-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

Just when i think i'm so close to realizing one of my new year resolution...

I realised tht i'm gonna hav to wait till year end to achieve it!!!...zomg....geram-nya....

nvm...i know this is an opportunity for me....this gives me a year time to prepare for it!! xD to make it memorable!!..lol...new year resolution mah...waiting till year end is nth!!..xD

(I shall be buffed up by then!!...lol xD..u wait...)

Concern...

2009-02-15T16:46:00.008+08:00

Class starting next monday!!!....how sad....at first i'm complaining how long this holiday is...now i'm complaining how short it suddenly becomes =(...suddenly my frens are flying back to their unis in aus dy...this holiday quite "short" oso leh...

now tht class is gonna start....MY only concern is.....

none other than...

VUBC!!!...

hohoho....sei mou....ms.Christine n ms.Samantha haunting me bout it for so long...not enough...ms.Lee suddenly made a creepy joke bout me taking on the president position...not funny at all =.=..must avoid tht situation at all cost....i just wanna be a happy quiet committee member only...leave those big positions to someone who's more "mulia" than me =.=..scholarship student still human 1 k....i oso wan a normal life wei =.=...

oh well....

Expecting something better...

2009-02-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

I gonna wait till March...or maybe end of March...if still there isn't any improvements...I'll just quit...end of story...wanna find more freedom else where....

Confidence n choices....

2009-02-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

When we make a choice...there's got to be some reason behind those choices rite?..or else life would be totally random la...the choice i'm talkin here about is...let's say we have choice between going with plan A or plan B...n plan A is Hard to achieve but with high returns....n plan B is easy but satisfactory returns....normally which would you go for?....

Tht question eventually leads to the next point of my topic..which is Confidence..(in my opinion la..)..If u think u can handle plan A..obviously u would go for it...but let's say u're not so sure...u don really think it's within your capabilities...then u would go for satisfactory level which is plan B lo...fair enough...sounds logic to me la...

Ok now...here's something to relate to...when a person gets a bf/gf...some people might think that they're very grateful for having a bf/gf..or someone who likes them.."Wah got someone like me wo...I couldn't ask for more wei."..being grateful is 1 thing...it sounded like he/she doesn't deserve an actual choice..(i stress tht grateful is 1 thing..but this issue is another..)..as satisfactory is enough..somehow or rather...in my opinion...tht shouldn't be the way things work out rite?..i mean...we all deserve a choice..as in anything...nothing should hinder us in making these choices..we all should have tht confidence and really go for what we really want...n not what we think our "level" deserve rite?...or else...we might actually regret when we look back into the years...rite?...

Of cos i'm not implying tht we should think n doubt our choices now la...ofcos it's a blessing to hav someone u like to feel the same way towards u too...but sometimes in some part of our lives..this issue do appear in some people's life i think...n i don think people should just "Ok la...will settle for this la..."...we should actually go beyond tht la...anyways just my opinion onli =)

So guys...Valentines coming..have a great Valentine...and don't let anything to prevent u from getting the "One" to celebrate a happy Valentines day..If u wan it...just go for it!! xD

(my thoughts are kinda..."strange" oso...even in my own opinion xD)

Changing some stuffs..

2009-01-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

I was just thinking whether i should change any part of my blog layout....hmm...if i wanna do so....where should I start ho?...

I remember some people mentioning bout the lack of photos in the blog...lol...can't blame me right...I don't have a digicam or SLR like other rich kids mah...wat to do....maybe i'll try to work harder to get 1?...see 1st la...see 1st...

hmm...bout the main title...dunno i shud change or not...cos it's like so damn nice wei...why la change...the background (blue FF8 background) is actually part of a bigger wallpaper i made few years ago...haha lol...Cannot find on internet 1!!!..to be specific ..it was made when i was Form 5 lol....then just add the words "Loss of me" there only..senang aje...Then again...some people say the title looks like for some emo blog but my blog not emo 1...haha lol....so how?...either i change the title...or i become more emo...lol...which one easier leh ho...lol

OHYA...i remember sumthin...maybe the cursor must change oso...I really like "somebody's" blog cursor wei...(tht person arh..)got starry thing trailing behind 1...damn addictive wei looking at it...lol...maybe change to tht ho...hmm..think 1st...

N last thing...the way I write....dunno whether okay or not...haha..but ohwell it's my blog...ofcos Okay lar..haha...lol..then why i write this part ho...lol.....

tht's it!..maybe will change sumthing soon...haha...

New Year again?..lol...cina punya...

2009-01-26T03:25:00.002+08:00

Wish everybody a happy CNY!!...Come to my house if u can find it!! lol XD...

it's the time to collect angpau n recover modal for last year...hahaha....n oso to meet relatives n gamble a lot....hahahaha...hopefully can meet up with frens n play mahjong oso la...hehe...additional income mah...

kinda funny when i come to think of it....why do we need a specific reason like CNY to visit relatives house or frens house....we shud be able to just go only rite?...oh well...the society has changed...everything oso need reason....CNY for family...Mother's day for mother...father's day for father...lol..means other days can disrespect them n don't hav to buy stuffs for them =.= ...n after CNY is Valentines....N i'm pretty sure...everyone buy presents for their loved ones only because it's valentines day n not because they plan to buy gifts from the beginning just because they feel like buying 1 =( doesn't sound really nice when it's pointed out eh....

for example.."why buy chocolate for me?"..."Valentines day mah..."....LOL...tht simple...

I personally think it shud be like..."why buy chocolate for me?".."Because i knew u wud like it..." or "Tot u wud like it..." =)

but ofcos i do know people who buy gifts just because they feel like buying gifts for their loved ones...n hats off to them =P...some guy even told he once gives presents on a monthly basis to his gf...respect wei...BUT ofcos...my point here isn't about quantity!..but more of correctly placing the intention...obviously these special days shud be celebrated...but i think the reason for celebration shud be beyond tht =P

anyways...i plannin to stay up whole nite...n this piece of thought just came into my mind..haha..n so again...Happy CNY guys!

I'm gonna be 21 this year?....

2009-01-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

I just realized i'm gonna get the key to my freedom this year...lol...but looking back at it...how much do i resemble a 21 year old male eh?....honestly...most people would find me to be around 17 or 18 now...just surveyed some people at the foosball table..n yeah...the new pre-u students thinks i'm in another pre-u course too =P

so...comparing me with another 21 year old punk.....how different am I?....firstly I dont go clubbing n i'm not really a fan of drinking weekly..lol...oh well...i think tht's more of personal preferences rather age differences...hahaha..after all not all 21 yr old people would go clubbing rite....(maybe i'm wrong O_O haha..)...N then....2ndly....when i mix with my frenz from VU....I realised sumthing....I don hav the thing called "ex-es"...yeah ex-gf n stuffs....ALL of them has ex-gf or ex-bf..except for me...somehow i think i'm kinda left behind huh...lol...(Must put in more effort RAWR!!...or quoting from someone maybe i just shud hav buffed up more huh =P..wonder whether it'll work =_=..after all i'm still considered new in these things...)...N oh yeah!...I still enjoy cartoons n animes!...does tht make me stand out from the 21 yr old general crowd?...i dunno haha....but adults these days still watch those animations on cinema k...so i don think i'm diff much la...haha..

Now tht i'm approaching 21....will i be taken seriously?..lol...don think so....how will i be viewed n perceived of eh?....haha....hard to say ler these things...wonder who could say wat it means to be 21...

but but...hey in the end..main issue is..who can tell me why i still look like i'm 17/18 la...cos my look nvr changed?...or am i always young at heart tht my body doesn't grow old...lol..or i just don act like 21?...haha....who can tell me >.<.....

Effort...

2009-01-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

Haha i forgotten bout my own yearly review....wat i done in the past year...n whether i hav achieved anything or not....honestly...i don think i achieved much...compared to the year before where i completed my NS training n got my scholarship n stuffs....2008 wasn't tht special as it should be...my guess is...it's because I forget what it means to put in effort when it comes to accomplishing something...haih..

When i was Form 4/5 like tht...when I really wanna achieve something....I really can put in the Effort to get it leh...it's like the passion for it...n I really try every single way to try n get it...For example..like my studies.......Hmm....wait...I was quite lazy at tht time...nvm skip tht...Let's talk bout how i really like to entertain my classmates...lol..(ok...something to talk about...)I remember doing all those "childish" stuffs like hiding behind walls...n scaring people..(Form 5 lol...people do tht in standard 5 wei..)..but oh well...people laughed..tht's all tht matters...n I remember tht my Sarcasm was put into best use tht year..lol...until I got the title of Court Jester of 5s5....LOL...din see tht coming...

Anyway...the 1 thing tht really shocked even myself..is when i decide to try n "chase" a girl..honestly...at tht point of time...I was clueless bout things like tht..(even still clueless now...)..so wat happen was....My brain told me to try every single way!..don leave anything untried....n by every single way means tht every way tht is normally used...lol...(U could say my mind was set then..n i really decide to go for it..)..so...Starting...for her birthday...I tried the "Soft Toy" teknik...n conclusion is...i'm surprised at how the plan backfired!!..lol..cos u see....normally this plan will work...but..BUT....if the girl happens to hav 2 large wardrobes keeping soft toys...the chances of she having the same 1 is relatively high...n tht's wat happened la!! but she still accepted it la =_=lol...

oh well...then i move on to the Website teknik (u all get the idea la)...this one....I actually tried to learn using photoshop before decorating the website...n it was tedious to learn using it at my age k...then i google so many things...just to slowly slowly learn to put up many things on the website n make it look nice...i remember it was on tripod.com or something...lol...(cant believe i used tht teknik..)..n the list goes on la!...such as the "Letter" teknik...I even tried the "Go into the same club" teknik wei!! =_= until unexpectedly i became naib pengerusi summore =_= cos i attend duty so often n being so rajin...LOL..the things i've done...this is pure effort wei...but in the end...the bird flies...the sun sets...things din happen the way I hoped it would la...oh well...but i don call it effort wasted k..it was memorable..

N now...for those who knows me now...do i look like the kind of person who does things like i mentioned in the previous paragraph?...I bet Mark wouldn't believe...lol...not even any Projects...haha..I don even look like i wud do those things when i was form4/5..n when my fren told me tht i suddenly took a "turn"..I also..."Yahoh"..haha...anyways...these days...I'm just not as motivated dy...somehow..I just hope i can regain tht passion for things n get in tht energetic mood..n not just staying chilled everyday as though everything tht happens wouldn't shake me much la...

anyways...i know some of these things i mentioned may seem small to some of u there...but it does reflect something...it does..n oh well tht's it for this long post...my brain stop dy suddenly...just feel like putting my thoughts out once in a while =P

NY resolution....

2009-01-17T20:53:00.003+08:00

I tot of another impossible thing!! therefore it shall be a new year resolution oso...

It is....

"THT"....

lol....go figure it out yurselves.....muahahhaha....it's like those IQ questions tht u'll nvr get the answers.....muahahahhaaha

Sometimes...

2009-01-16T01:01:00.001+08:00

Sometimes....i think tht things are just unfair...as though it happens in a way tht intentionally opposes our wish....Enough said....

New year..new year...

2009-01-10T01:33:00.002+08:00

2009...so many pessimistic views on this year...but i not gonna mention it la..makes it all the more gloomier...anyways...i seen so many people writing down or rather listing their new year resolution for 2009...i guess i shud too haha...seeing tht normally people don't achieve these goals...i shall list down impossible things tht I would like to achieve this year =___=..kinda pointless huh..but who cares...

Firstly....GAIN WEIGHT!!!!!...gain weight...fat or muscle....basically growing sideways!...I nvr get to grow "bigger"...not in the last 20 years of my life....so i guess this shud be a new year resolution...n yeah...lots of people say i shud eat more...(been there..done tht...)..n 1 fren specifically hinted me to get buffer so tht i could get a gf..=__=..which brings us to our next point..

GET A GF!!!..lawl at this la...havent been thinking on tht part of my life for pretty long...maybe i shud start putting in some effort to look around eh....to appreciate chances n oppurtunities...just so tht i wudn't hav to envy others..lawl....kidding onli....(Sync is my idol wei...he got his gf's house key..me n moomoo were like "wtf.." O__O..)

GET A LIBRARY CARD!!!....oh well....i know i have been in Sunway since my ausmat days....but i still havent get a library card...lol...n they say it's so important to get 1...but who cares la....my assignment marks still high enaf =P...but but...this year i'll try to get 1 la....cos i'm so lazy to apply for 1 for the past few years...hehe..

Tht's all i could think for now la...hahaha...will slowly add on somemore in later posts if got idea...lol..

Gathering it seems..LoL..

2008-12-29T23:39:00.002+08:00

Haha!! Finally I get to hang out with frens of my age category!!...Even though there only the 6 of us..due to last minit calling people up n stuffs....but I was more than satisfied of their presence!!

Firstly..WeiSiang arrived first at the Curve...then comes Jac n Luke...n then ME who is blardy stucked at the car park cos the ticket machine rosak suddenly =__=...n here's the best part la...2 latecomers known as JiaYin n WenYee la...tht 2 arh...made us spend money in Starbucks as we waited for them...haih....malaysians....then we all head to Little Penang for lunch lar..

True enaf....I learnt my lesson...The Curve is a Boring place!! =__= but however...with these frens around whom i have been looking forward to meet up....the day wasn't boring at all...after all..we get to chat a lot....make stupid jokes...discriminate against WenYee's hair which he claimed he had it cut....(I doubt so..)..hahaha

Did anyone changed?...let's see...Luke is still tall...tht's it.....erm WeiSiang still look like the silent type even though he isn't tht silent...Jiayin still give me tht impression tht she's da boss xD...WenYee is still the same, fun to talk with...Jac arh....her hairstyle changed dy wei...me n jiayin agreed tht she's chubby-er a bit..haha..(a bit only...don be mad ><)..n she's still so "Jac"!! haha...lol...(too bad din get "tht" to be arranged =( ..so Jac, when arh??)

Haha....I like today's hang out....even though it's short n all....I still get to meet u guys..haha!..hope to do so again...in a different venue..lol...

Bored wei....

2008-12-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

I'm bored wei....n don go ask me go work k...i oledi got a part time work...but i'm still bored =__=

Wanna ajak people out...but realise don hav contact number pulak =___=...or not is tht I cant even find time for myself...hahahhaa...aiya...especially wanna at least hav a lunch with many former classmates...but damn susah lo....takkan leave message in facebook meh...scared people don go read.....some fren suddenly "missing" pulak...wanna ask contact number when thye online oso kenot...hahahaha...

Now end up nearly everyday cari frens from Mufy to COD lol...imagine la spending time with people few years younger than myself...seems odd to me cos i don usually hang out with people of my age anymore =___=....but hey...now is holiday...I WILL hang out with people of MY AGE!! xD

Lol...must find something to do this christmas wei....don wanna go relative's house leh...boring...but i don wanna end up chatting online with fren whole night somemore like last year's X'mas..(not tht i din enjoy chatting la...actually i kinda enjoy chattin tht nite..hahaha...New Year's Eve too! lol xD..)...Wonder if it'll repeat this year again or not xD...

So FRens!! Peng You!!.....pls cari me to do something larh.....lol

Speechless....

2008-12-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

Just when I was deep in the abyss of disappointment last night....something caught my attention and actually kinda brightened my day wei...(actually it's night dy la..but who cares...) Back to the main topic...

I was watching Oprah show with my family....n Oprah was happening to be introducing this girl whom she thinks is the most talented girl in the world!! (woooo~)..I was thinking....how talented la...there's always a limit to it rite?....but I was proven wrong....seriously wrong...F***king wrong...so wrong tht I even curse =___=...so wrong tht i choose to blog bout this girl... (woooo~)

Jokes aside....this girl is Charice Pempengco! Borned in 1992...so i guess she's 16 yrs old ho....when u watched the video below....I think u guys would go speechless like me oso lo!....

Imba leh....=___=..Go on Oprah somemore...n then few weeks later duet with Celine Dion in Madison Square Garden in a concert.....fuuuuyooohh.....

Tht's just her video at home...I think it's the one that start catching people's attention...Unbelievable huh.....She does not only have the voice...but also the "showmanship"...tht entertainer quality!! how lucky to be so talented!

After watching these few vids...I kinda feel tht somehow many people out there who doesn't realise what they're capable of n actually utilizing those capabilities to its maximum...If such capabilities are not appreciated by the owner...What's life for them ho?...

Diving together with the economic crisis...

2008-11-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

What I feared most finally happened....I finally ran out of luck which I'm so used to relying on thru out my life...n now my results finally hit the point where any students with high expectations shud not hit...this kinda feels like the time I got 34 for my first Add Maths exam....haih...

when I took my CF exam...Mr.Tee must be thinking tht i'm gonna get another HD without trouble...n now i'm 20 marks below his expectations...wonder what I should say when i meet him leh....n then the worst 1 is my Tax Law...credit wei.....I understand there are people who are happy to just get a credit..but somehow the position I stand...It really is unacceptable...as it's a sign I'm gonna lose my scholarship soon....

Ofcos...there are times like this where I just hope I'm borned in a rich family n take it easy....n getting a scholarship is just to make my resume look good n not for its financial support it could offer...but too bad...i'm not in tht position la...I'm just in tht position whereby there's expectations...N i'm there to fill those expectations..n most of the time...I think tht's the only direction my life is heading towards to...

Wouldn't wanna over-emo on my blog la...but this is just one of those times where..the higher the expectations...the harder the fall is...n I just have to let it go somewhere la...

......

2008-11-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

Why does it have to happen....everytime...every year.....ish.........

Haven't happened yet...but..i got the feeling.....the repititive pattern....all "thx" to yurs truly...zzz

Group D + VTS = ????.....

2008-11-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

Same group with FFF....same group with XEF team 1.....n worst still....same group with A5 which defeated XEF team 1 =______=

With a "revamped" team on my side...I'm wondering how much can i do...how much can we do in such a short time..On Saturday when Quack asked the team leaders to come out n pick sides...I really doubted for few seconds before coming out...cos somehow the job was pushed to me la...so to say...n oso..I really not sure whether I deserve the title or not...ZZzzz...

Anyhow!...I really gave all these some thoughts...n decided I can only do 1 thing...which is to do my best lo!..N ofcos to fully trust in my team mates so as to not hold back their true capabilities in the coming match =P...N yeah....I gotta crack my mind with strats soon...A5's match is next Saturday!!..

ZZZzzzzzzz.....

2008-11-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

Finals over dy....feeling sien leh....some frens finals still not over yet...those tht coming back to M'sia not back yet.....Zzzzz...

n then some people go Breakers Foos oso din call me...haih....what to do...what to do....

SO Bored!!!!!

p/s Good luck to the ones still having finals!!

Done with Finals....

2008-11-15T16:55:00.001+08:00

I'm finally done with my finals!! WOOOHOOOO!....somehow or rather it did not ended the way i hope it would la....but it's over la....N started celebrating with a training session with ESP in Blitzone on the same night! n then XEF on the following night!

The scrim with ESP was definitely one of the most fun n exciting game i had in a while...the people were friendly n funny....N i just hav to do things to make it funnier la =__= (purposely UAV when we're on a 4v1 situation lol...twice summore...)..ofcos the results of the session is we kena tapau la..lol...anyhow it provided valuable experience we cud hav nvr gotten in SRC....

Now tht my finals over...i got 3 months hols waiting for me wei...besides part time work....I tot of putting in some efforts to meet up with frens i havent seen in ages wei...kinda miss lots of people...hahaha...someone complain I heartless summore =___=

n tht's it!

Dooomsweek...not Doomsday...

2008-11-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

I really hope it's Doomsday...at least its for 1 day tht i feel like i'm dead....n not drag out the pain for a week....=___=

Tomorow start finals dy....luckily start with RMM...but 2 days later got FIM n TLP togehter...die lor T.T....I'm really praying hard now wei..(To an imaginary force...lol..)..this exam is like sink or swim to me...Sink because i din really study hard...not enaf i think....Swim because if i get good results for this..I would feel so much better..n lots of things will become easier for me n my 3 months of holidays...aiyaiyai...

Oh well...time to rest early lar....dun wanna risk forgetting something tomolo... =___=

Priorities....

2008-10-27T18:06:00.002+08:00

Study...ofcos la study....top priority mah....i got study....but somehow my mind is thinking more about the amateur league than anything else wei....even now cracking my head over a headphone...n the headphone is just for listening to footsteps n directions =____= (for those who understand...u know how i feel...LOL)

n i think another reason for this is because tht day the gang just hav to scrim for fun with XEF...n the results are...haih...made me worry more..here's the best part la...last time i ask them how are we compared to XEF...they all say we much better..n see la tht day...maybe it's cos XEF they all bring full gear la...but then....still....

oh well...right now cannot think any other things than study for finals la....amateur league how arh...hopefully the scrim on the 13th with ESP will help us improve a lot lor!..

Study study study....

The Difference...

2008-10-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

every 6 months there will be a new batch of students coming in sunway....mostly pre-U students...n somehow mixing with them somehow gets me kinda depressed lol...wanna know why?..somehow or rather...whenever i ask them or if my fren ask them w/o me asking 1st.."How old do u think he/Dalai/me is?.."....N Somehow or Rather...their answer nvr go beyond the range of 15-17....n I will always have the WTF look on my face cos I find it hard to believe....

Come on wei...is it becos i don hav an emo hairstyle?...is it cos I tend to smile most of the time?...or I mix really really well with the Pre-U students tht they think I pre-U oso.. n therefore I'm 17?...Btw...people who din know me at 1st n see me 1st time oso straight away say I loook 17...=__=..wat hav i ever done to u guys...Imba wei...unfair wei...lol..

I remember something...just few days ago on msn onli...I told Project.Fat I'm 20...n he goes "WTF"..."U look like my younger brother wei, n he onli Form 4 wei!"...therefore...there's 2 point to be noted in this conversation....1) I look like form 4...2) Project Fat is 18 i think....n he says I look like his younger bro....tht's like...can feel kena stab twice in my heart lol...WTF wei....too imba....

So...What u guys think wei?....WHY lar?....why la u all discriminate smart n good looking people wei....lol...jokin onli...haha

Updates....

2008-10-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

Long time no post dy....freaking busy wei....I oso don expect it to be so busy...the onli thing tht is ringing in my mind is....2000 words.....2000 words....3000 words......8000 words....everything is in the thousands =_____= oh well...wat to do....VU style.

But...but...last few weeks not just hectic n busy larh....there are many interesting stuffs too!

For example....My new Razer CopperHead!!...it is the Tempest Blue 1....imba or not...shud have taken more pictures of it with Mark's and BigBoss's 1....hahaha...the full range of Copperhead...N oso!...The Barracuda gaming surface tht Mark gave me....owh...(Thx wei!)...I heard he "borrowed" it from somewhere...LOL..I'm gonna get a Steelseries headset soon..wakakaka...then i hav my full arsenal dy...LOL..

N oso oso....Project clan got new members dy....hahaha...(i gonna put up my avatar soon..lol...)..more people to train with...but just kinda dislike the competitive atmospehere when it comes to scrim...n every1 just gets emo if anythin "bad" happens...hope the clan will be more supportive of each other..n provide tips to help each other instead of just calling each other noobs...

haha...I also got to witnessed the clan members practicing for talent quest performance last few days...lol...n concluded tht Mirza hav imba hands for someone who played guitar in less than a year =___=..n Lim is good with maracas...lol...n Project.Fat can play kompang n drums..swt...N they performed it all just for today's talent quest competition...somehow things was unexpected with Nat n Mike winning 1st place...LOL....they join sambil lewa onli at 1st...LOL...n the Project gang somehow din make the cut...damn unfair for them...=___=

hmm..still got wat eh?....ohya...i oso got to chat with an old fren lately...glad to know i'm still not deleted from the fren's memory =___=....N oso i got to chat with another old fren over lunch...haha...finally returned the stuffs to tht fren...odd thing to keep beside me for so long...=__=...haha...it was a nice lunch...even tho on the way to the restaurant I got slapped for no reason....NO reason....seriously...too much dy..LOL...let's hope this post goes unknown by tht person...haha

Tht's it....gonna hav finals soon...haih...

Tight rope walking....

2008-09-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

Not tht i ever literally done tht before....but essentially I do do it on a daily basis lar...every semester 1 week before assignment submission onli realise there's a thing called assignment....research havent start....structure havent plan....everyday just play like crazy onli...sei mou...

Yeah I know some of u out there will say...."Ceh...u Dalai/JunKeen mah...sure can 1 la...1 day oso more than enaf la..." hey for your information...I oso still a malaysian k....I do skip classes k....I slack a lot oso k.....anyhow i still human k....Just tht I get lucky every semester till now la...n i just literally abuse tht luck of mine la =____= I know i gonna regret it 1 day....

To get above average marks is definitely good....but if u know u can do better than tht...u wud just feel kecewa of yurself lo....take me for instance..I main macam orang gila non stop...last sem got 2 subject highest in my campus....but still tie with some people...lagi worst is overseas there's some1 better....N i freaking LOST RM400 just like tht cos i slack....if i bother to read my books or print notes arh....I tell u arh....sure won't lose the subject award money like tht 1....It's like Fate is swinging the rewards in front of me....but I just too lazy to be bothered with stretching my hands for a bit more onli =____= "$@#$&^%$@&$#&...."

ohwell....i guess life has a way of playing with people la....I just hope i do something about it soon before i decide to ignore the signs...run out of luck....and fall from the tight rope.....fuuuuuu

VU nite....

2008-09-17T19:57:00.003+08:00

VU nite was really really grand last night...lol....i tot it was suppose to be a prom nite kind of thing but actually it was actually more of an annual dinner!(with the VIPs n all.....n etc etc grand stuffs)...N just when i tot...if it's gonna be a prom nite, I can be more sambil lewa when emcee-ing la...but nooo~ I really had to be careful with every word coming out of my mouth after I found out the "truth"...=__=

oh well...last few weeks was rather stressful for me...as the assignments came rolling in n knowing tht VU nite is approaching...me..japheth...samantha n elaine...really put in everything just to make sure we will make no mistake n make the event fun as well...when it comes to the preparation...I really had to apologise for making lots of nonsense complaints over the days..hahaha...I really have no choice wei! tht's the only way I'm sure to get no distraction from the committee! cos i know u all sure won't be bothered with me soon enough if i keep on the nonsensical complains everytime any of u approach me...hehe...(kinda funny when i see tht Japheth is the only 1 getting rushed by others...n I know my phone won't ring at all...) so...sorry la!..I just wanna do my part the best i could =P

Moving back to the night....I really liked some of the performances....haha...the best 1 wud go to Javyn ofcos....every1 tot his voice came from a radio or cd..lol....the lecturer's performance oso kinda cool n entertaining...din know ms.christine can play piano n sing...LOL...I DUNNO!....n she's GOOD....haha...n ofcos the other lecturers as well lar...(Mr.Tee just hold up the paper as tho he don care only...lol...)

The emcee-ing part was *phew*...the 4 of us really can vomit blood on tht nite la...the program switch here switch there.....walau eh....then we all have to switch our emcee-ing slots....luckily we already know what the others are planning to say...so can just copy onli....haha...so many performance for the night...imagine trying to think of 6 ways to introduce the next event wei....n another 6 to comment on the last event....everything went smooth luckily....lol...Also...Luckily i got my suite custom made...n it was really worth every penny...emcee wo...sure must try to look nice lo..(btw my jacket had my name on it wei...lol)..standing on the rostrum there...fuu....

The nite was fun...i think my fav part was after every1 ciao....the whole gang of us were freely taking pictures here n there n "scavenging"...lol.....anyhow...even tho din get to eat anything...the satisfaction at the end is the best la...even tho it's not my event...i'm still happy to be able to contribute to it....hehe...

My Real Name....

2008-09-13T00:58:00.003+08:00

When I walk into SSD..Breakers..AC..Rock Cafe..people wouldn't call me Jun Keen anymore....They refer me as "Dalai!!!"...."Hey Dalai!!"...."OMG Dalai!!"...here's the thing...I dont really mind people calling me Dalai....cos I'm so used to it..lol...but it gets kinda funny when people don know my real name leh!!...seriously wei...it's like when situation like this happens: "Umm..who arh....OH! Dalai!..yeah can help me with bla bla bla..."...I feel funny oso leh...(to the Fooser and COD community...Not tht I sensitive la...I dont mind 1 actually...)

People often asked how n why I got tht nickname wei....Am I religious??...Do I have divine power??...Noway man!!...not tht i'm not divine la...but it's just tht this guy known as Dennis just suddenly gave me this nickname...N I'm stuck with it =_____=...with no specific reasons whatsoever since a year ago....n now I occasionally see people bowing to me(Mirza especially...)...LOL....

Here some of the common quotes n phrases:

In Foosing:
"Wah! Dalai Pull!"
"Hey Dalai can play front man dy wei!"
"Hey Dalai damn imba wei!"
"Dalai got the lansi face wei!"
"See Dalai face! See Dalai face!"
"Why I can't score against Dalai wei!"

In COD4:
"Eh! Dalai got play oso!"
"Wah Dalai din feed wei!"
"Dalai got kill streak wei! serious or not!"
"I'm gonna own u Dalai"
"Wah DalaiFury!"
"omg u got knifed by Dalai!"
"Don't play the fool with Dalai man.."
"Dalai got top 3 wei!"

n so many more examples.....too much to tell....haha...tht's it for the intro to the Dalai...

The 1st sentence.....

2008-09-07T23:30:00.006+08:00

I'm sure most of u out there have frens tht u have not meet after a very long long time....mostly in years...I always wonder what would be the 1st sentence out of everyone's mouth tht would come after "Hi long time no see"...n then after tht very 1st sentence...how does the conversation continues on n on?..after all....it's been a very long time...close frens would not be as close as it used to be..mostly due to the lack of communication in between the period..how would most people respond to this situation?....what would be the most common response?......I wonder...
(still find it hard opening my mouth to her.....even tho...)
Imagine....few years back....u said or he/she said "friends forever!" especially during graduation or last days or some sort....n then as time goes on....as the face to face contact lessens.....so does the amount of conversation...n then the conversation would turn into a asking "how well the other person is doing" conversation..n then some people would just move on to a new life with new people to meet n stuffs like tht....forgetting the whole "friends forever" agenda....
(...last time things were so fun n there were no hesitations...)
I dunno with others...but from the way I see it..when we say "friends forever" or similar things...we wish to retain the same amount of conversation tht we're used to having....the same amount of excitement n enthusiasm to keep tht conversation going on....n making sure(with effort) tht the fire burns on forever la....N so refering back to the "after separation" part...for most people...I think things would just change as people move on and new things take over...with new people n new conversations....with the exception of certain people who really appreciates how things used to be and trying in any way possible to bring back the feelings even from long distances....for others however...I wonder if the term hypocrisy should jump in but it wouldn't be fair would it?...as for the "others"...when they use tht phrase,they really hope(at tht time) they could keep to their words..but they just lose the enthusiasm with time..but worse still some just say it for the sake of saying it....lol...
(..the last time we really spoke i think was during new year's eve -.-)
Coming back to the main issue here....wat would you most likely say (the 1st sentence)to a person whom u havent met for a long time?..would u choose a sentence which would keep the fire burning?....or would u choose a sentence which would keep it short n just move on?....most would say depending on situation...lol.....Me?...I'm much worse....I dunno wat to say cos I'm scared tht the other person is not interested in keeping the fire burning...n thus...doubting whether I should even open my mouth or not =____= dumb rite?...yeah i know....
(wonder if she's interested in keeping conversations long..i dunno..)
tht's it for the nite...haha
(..so afraid of being "rejected"..so frustrating....haiz...)

Last week...

2008-09-02T22:20:00.003+08:00

Last week was kinda memorable in a way....cos it really is a mentally exhausting n enjoyable week as well....but somehow or rather i still have time to foos...n time to join the "Darkside" too(thx to Lim, Jason, Jeff, Johan they all la)...lol....

The week started with someone FFK-ing me...Tht is something tht can be forgiven but nvr forgotten wei....someone owe me a lunch wei.....a certain tree climbing mammal tht is =____=

N the week continues on with memories of stress and pressure from pelbagai pihak....mostly to do with datelines...or maybe "deadlines"......but still got time to foos n dark side wo....LOL....wonder how I managed tht....Dalai power =____=

TGIF.....haha...Chun hoe invited to his house for party...which he expected more than 20 it seems...after me n ryan bought the stuffs for party....we realized it's seriously less than 20..lol..oh well....the whole night was about chatting n chatting....n suddenly out of the blue....chun hoe was carrying ryan to the pool.....as he threw him in....michael decided to go for a double kill n...yeah....chun hoe went in too =____=...Me?....I surrender lo.....just kena push onli =___=...best part is everytime i come out of the pool...less than 10 seconds someone push me back in......for more than 5 times i think...wtf......

Oh well...in the end...all of us got wet....n after tht we got to enjoy the sauna....kinda comfortable wei...n we ot to make fun of zach's laugh..lol...(kekeke...)haha....I stayed overnight....but Mr.Ryan went back on his words n decided not to...cause he "feels like staying home" it seems...."the bed at home is more comfortable" it seems...like I'd fall for tht la...lying to lier...dumb right?...=___=

Can't believe I spent merdeka eve with other foosers...haha...including michael n jack....n oso raymond...lol...we tot got dyp...mana tau sudah cancel....n we challenge each other whole night long pulak....we can even beat semi pros wei....haha....kinda sad huh...while someone is enjoying the eve's firework at somewhere high with a special somebody hoh....don look left n right...it's u dude....yeah....I have psychic powers...tht's y they call me dalai....=___=

hahaha....tht's it for the nite.....haha...

Dates....

2008-08-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

If there's gonna be an annual dinner or a prom nite...I guess most guys would think at 1st.."Who should I bring?..."...or rather.."Who can I bring?..."..lol...but somehow...I noticed tht there are some guys out there who would be very sensitive to this issue...Why sensitive?...i dunno y...but somehow they think they MUST bring a date along to this events!..god knows y...

Some of u out there may say tht I wouldn't mind this issue cos I hav no gf or possible dates mah...(watever...)..but in all honesty...I dont think it has to be a must lo...for me..in my opinion..I think a person's heart or mind shouldn't be tht narrow as to be able to fit a "date" only....what's wrong with going a gang of friends?...what's wrong with just going there to enjoy the atmosphere with your friends?

Better yet..when it comes to choosing a date...I've seen people getting over-stressed about it....some might think tht they shouldn't ask their friends for dates...my question is..why not?...from the way they sound, it's like they just wan to bring a New face to the event...my guess is so tht during the event....people surrounding would be curious n feed the person's attention seeking behaviour lar...LOL....if they wanna bring a New face there...must well wear a very nice piece of accessory lo....same effect...same purpose...after the event then can put it aside dy...haiz

oh yeah i noticed something for quite some time now.....whenever there's news tht there's gonna be a social event like a prom nite...2 to 3 months before the event....lots of people start pairing up with people u nvr expected them to pair up with...swt...it's kinda of a trend....somehow the news of the event just turns on the hormones or sumthing...lol

all in all.....i just people should just let things go naturally...ask when ya want it n feel like it...n not cracking yur mind over it just because other people are doing it as well....

Week 4....

2008-08-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

Week 4 is usually one of the most ganjiong week in VU la....normally most sems would hand in their small assignments this week...n it's hectic all over the place....normally the library would suddenly have empty shelves on certain subjects..(wonder why hoh...)...anyhow week 4 is just ADUH la...

for me however....the week started quite ok lo...even tho the International Students Carnival 2 days ago did wear me down quite a bit...(still remember Natalie in her evil Narnia queen dress...lol...)n yeah...Jet was in his Emperor attires....lol...the best performance of the night was the 12 seasons drums wei...made such an impression...ofcos there're other very good performances such as the Bollywood dance n the Botswana cultural dance...both of it are kinda cool n full of energy wei!!...haha

Coming back to week 4...today i got to have lunch with a friend I haven't met in months....haha...wonder who is it leh..hoh...(hint: oversized chipmunk...*praying she doesn't see this*)....yeah...so we kinda hav nothing to do n laugh most of the time bout random stuffs....she complaining her whole body was aching..so i kinda wonder if tht's cos of the constant tree climbing?? XD (omg...my safety in sunway is no longer guaranteed anymore...)

Ohya...today I have Mini test for corporate finance wei....Mr.Tee's subject wei....sounds very scary wei...so wat to do wei...so I collude with Jimmy to sit next to each other wei...then in the end when we go LT7 arh....then mr.Tee gave papers out arh....then he caught all of us by surprise again....when he said:

"You all can compare answers with your frens beside you k~"

All of us were like.....WTF...LOL....OMFG....i stare at Jimmy...then stare at Stefanie....then I was like WTF LOL OMFG in fast forward wei...oh well....tht's Mr.Tee la ladies n gentleman...he always have the element of surprise on his side...even when it comes to a Mini test...lol

ohwell...tht's the short post i have for now la...haha

My VU lecturers....

2008-07-31T00:06:00.006+08:00

imagine having lecturers tht u're comfortable chatting with n at the same time, they're more than welcomed to help you in your studies or assignment....(n oso having lecturers who shows u funny youtube videos...lol..)..ohya...n oso lecturers who are good at sarcasm oso...cool huh...tht's the kind of lecturers I have in VU la.....

My 1st year was great...really great!...I used to think tht maybe I should follow the herd and go to Monash...but somehow or rather...something guided me to VU through my scholarship n i ended up here lo...hahaha....in this post..i'm just gonna briefly describe my 1st year lecturers which i truly appreciate....

Mr.Tee, Business Statistics:
HAHAHA...he is our source of wisdom la...I always waited for moments during lectures when he says "You all know arh..."...n the rest of the sentence could range from the killing abilities of Maggi mee to the...ummm...don think there's an end =__=...lol...i still remember b4 the lecturers rooms are relocated...his room was like a shrine when u walk in...LOL...haha...His Ah Bou story is also well known among many VU students....haha...don think tht words alone could describe him n how he made uni life all the better for us...(half the time during lectures..our mind wud be thinking "wtf...wtf...wtf...lol")

His Fav Quotes:"Take out your formula sheets! Faster Faster!"
"If you don even know this by now...don't worry...I'll pray for you..."(lol...wtf...)
"Pls use your brains..."

Ms.Greeja,Management:
The first lecturer in VU tht introduced sarcasm to the 1st sem students la..lol...she's such a fun lecturer but i just don't get it why some students don appreciate it...lol...it's all the more funnier when I'm the only 1 laughing at her sarcastic comments...n other students don't get it at all...I remember once...when me n alvin saw her in a library reading through a book on animals....then we were like:
We: Hey Miss! why are you reading this book 1??I tot u're teaching Management?
Her: Oh...yes!...I was trying to further understand you all only....
We: ..................haha....(LOL....)
n so much more fun encounters after 1st sem oso...

Ms. Dharshini,Business Law and also Ms.Jennifer,Microecons:
put these lecturers together cos they're just plain nice..haha...nice...tht's it lol...more than enaf...

Ms.Haslinda,Intro to marketing:
I don mean to judge a book by its cover...but if u see ms.haslinda for the 1st time...U'll nvr ever expect her to throw a sarcastic comment at u....seriously...I still remember the "Duster/penyapu incident"..tht 1 is just hard to forget la....quite similar to ms.greeja(no wonder they're in the same office now...)...hahaha...enter their office at your own risk...be prepared =___=

Funny incident: One day...outside her room...which is near to other lecturers' room
Me:(trying to look for Ms.Christine.....)
Ms.Haslinda:Hi Junkeen!...Are you looking for ms.Christine?
Me:yeah...but she's not in her office larh....
Ms.Haslinda: Oh well...Too Bad...Muahahhahaha (walks into office n laughin)
Me: .............(speechless again...)

This incident was real btw......believe it or not...

Ms.Samantha,Intro to marketing oso:
Another fun lecturer as well...most likely famous for her sarcastic comments as well..if you din don work...somehow someway she'll convince u to do it by "asking" u not to do it...funny huh...obviously she's into the reverse psychology stuff lar!!..but i'm too lazy to be bothered by it anyhow..lol...n still manage to answer her questions n assignments n exam as well...Muahahhahaha...she's also close frens of ms.christine i reckon....they would have "group laughing sessions" in the lecturers rooms sometimes (with ms.greeja n haslinda as well...LOL)..sometimes go up office can hear loud laughter from ms.haslinda's room around lunch time 1...lol...I always wonder how VU hire staffs wei...can coincidentally group them together pulak....LOL..anyhow she's a very helpful n a nice to chat with lecturer..haha

Ms.Christine, Macroecons:
Haha...how could i ever leave out ms.christine la...mana boleh...the whole VU sure come after me 1..lol..she's somewhat fun and cheerful lo....dunno why lo...with ms.samantha like sisters lo....haha...n she always remember me n jack shen somehow =__=....n somehow everyday sure bump into her at college 1 =___=...like she travel everywhere onli....anyhow she's one of the most favoured lecturer among students haha...maybe cos of her "short span of concentration" thingy =___=..cool lecturer..cool..dunno what else to say...lol...she's more like a fren to most of us than lecturer wei...

Ms.Loges,Infosystem for business:
Nice lecturer who constantly tries to convince us how easy ISB is...n oso try to make it interesting as possible...but to no avail..we still find it =__=..most of the time we came for class cos she's nice n we don't feel good to ponteng...n she even helped my group a LOT on the Google Online Marketing Challenge thing....tht I'll feel lagi worse to ponteng...haih...during practical exam oso giv us hints summore...making the guilt all the more unbearable...lol...

Tht's it lar....my cool VU lecturers which made uni life not so Academic based n so much more enjoyable as everyday sure got something new happen 1...lol...

Social...

2008-07-29T21:16:00.005+08:00

If i have to say....the way i deal with my social life is just odd....dunno why...but just happen to notice it....but why?...'Don't ask why...there is no such thing as Why..." quoted by Mr.Tee =___=

Friends:
Some people thinks tht I'm extroverted....some say introverted...in my opinion...I'm confused too...=___= i think people say i'm extroverted...cos i'm funny....but introverted cos I'm not the kind who starts a topic to chat....or even know wat to chat about =__=..I really dunno!!...can someone pls tell me wat's wrong with me?...the comments box will do...haha

Best Friend:
When u say tht he/she is your best friend....n I ask u why is he/she your best friend....what would you answer?....If i was asked a similar question...I would answer.."I dunno why myself.." N yeah! I really dunno! cos in my mind I often feel compelled to "reject" this best friend of mine (for obvious reasons...tht is obvious to some of us..)tht I known since standard 4...but yet...but yet...I feel 100% sure tht at any point of time I know I would take a bullet for this friend of mine...n i just couldn't explain tht...even tho this best friend is not someone I often confide to or talk often...I just know I could call him "Best Friend"...If i have to give an explanation...I think tht this really is "True Friendship comes when silence between 2 people is comfortable"

Relationship:
This one arh...hmm...I screw up the opportunity of my life once.....as in "THE" opportunity of life..(aiyoh..thinkin bout it..just makes me wanna "laugh" at myself wei...)..obviously now i still have feelings of a human larh...not tht i given up on relationship 4eva...=__=..but if i have to give a figure of probability tht I'll confess my feelings to the person i like...it might be 9.00785%..(the decimal points is just an effort to make it look real =__=..)i think my perception of "if suka satu...mesti satu sahaja"..just make me think more than usual la....i mean...if u know u're gonna break up with tht particular person in the end, why bother go together at 1st wo(tht's y must think carefully la..)...but for some people...there're other arguments against this n i sorta accept la...but...still...hahahaha...lol =__= *personal opinions la...got any argument bring it to the comment box too..lol..*

hmm...yeah...so far tht's wat i could extract from my brain la...will talk more next time..lol

Joker...

2008-07-23T21:03:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA....love the jokers.....even though all 3 Jokers are played by different actors.....they all have 1 in common....which is...Joker has always been the actors' favourite character in the Batman series!

when u go online for these few days....no doubt people will be talking n comparing who's the better JOKER!...but honestly....it's kinda unfair huh....cause the fact that all 3 Jokers took on distinctive approaches with different ideas in their mind...n tht's the character they're playing!...

1stly...we have Jack Nicholson as the Joker....i think from the picture itself...u would notice his facial features fits the Joker we have in our mind perfectly..(the makeups too!..).n if we watched Jack Nicholson in his act as the Joker..his character is the one which is the closest 1 to the one potrayed in the comics...whacky...funnny....serious in an unserious way...playing the fool...u could feel the coldness in his voice even when he's joking...tht was the original!..so can we or say he's the best?...haha..

2ndly..we have Mark Hamill as the voice actor of Joker in the Animated series....unfair to compare him to the rest....as he is just a voice actor....but...however...for audiences who does not read the comic itself...he was the source of our impression on how Joker was supposed to be!...n yeah! he did quite well in his part as the Joker...his laughs n whacky-ness again...if tht's not enough...remember 1 thing...Mark Hamill played Luke Skywalker in Star Wars....the deviation in both characters really shows something in his character as the Joker...even by voice alone!...so..is he better?....haha...

3rdly..we have Heath Ledger!...some would say he ought to get an Oscar...n YES i agree too!..i mean...for a sane guy to act insane...i think he's good wei...in contrast to Jack Nicholson...his character is not as whacky n stuffs...but he's able to potray a more haunting image in the movie...one tht would last in your mind..n keep on repeating his favourite phrases "Why so serious..."..cruel...haunting...the fact tht his Joker was different cause his Joker wants to watch Gotham crumble in spirit..exploiting tht evil seed in every person..(love the Joker nurse scene..)...his makeups are more of a abstract version of Joker I would think...n tht's where we got the new Joker who just wants chaos...nicely portrayed by Heath Ledger...If i have to repeat again...look at Ledger's previous characters...n compare to this...He's Good wei....haha...so is he better?...haha..

after all...these are just my opinions....n i think all 3 of them r good in their ways....hard to say who's better leh.....haha....i just love watching Dark Knight...feel like watching 3rd time lol....

End of DYP....

2008-07-21T21:46:00.003+08:00

DYP league has officially ended....with yours truly being the overall champ!! *audience clap*

The only person who got 1st placing twice in Sunway DYP Challenge....I now present to you....
YOURS TRULY!!!...hahahhaha

(yes....this post is for the sake of pissing off lots of people....glad to know it's achieving its purpose...bwahahaha)

Random thoughts...

2008-07-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

I guess everybody has random thoughts rite?...I for one have too much =___= tht people sees me staring into blank air so often tht I lose count....this is what we call think too much la hor....even this post itself is a manifestation of these random thoughts....just tot tht i should list all these stuffs down for once and see how "sesak" my brain is...or "sesat" tht is....

1. hahaha....so happy my bro-in-law got promoted n belanja makan just now...haha...congratz to him...

2. kinda satisfied with my results...but kinda hate the "ties"...dunno why so coincidental....haih...

3. what new games are there now eh....somehow i kinda lost track dy....dunno where got good RPG games...so long din play dy....all the ones I have already finish dy..=___=

4. Foosball....foosball....din know tht Pietro (tht guy from mix.fm..)plays foosball too...lol

5. should i train foos?....don really know....should learn new tricks?...or stick to perfecting existing ones?...haha..dunno...

6. Still have memories of last saturday's bon odori lingering in the back of my mind....can nvr forget how nice the atmosphere was....n also...the special incident =____=...which led to something i nvr expected to happen in near future...or ever tht is....

7. Bon odori 2009?....ofcos go again la....even tho the lenglui rate decreased a bit...but i'm sure the "economy" will bounce back into a "peak" next year....but the yukata chics also increased wo...so definitely must come back next year with...a better camera...n better Jap language...n maybe better hairstyle??...lol..

8. Relationship?...haih..it's too simple to grasp...tht it became so difficult n complicated to understand dy(i oso dunno wat am i talking..)..anyhow these days oso no time to think bout it much...

9. the ones with form and the formless....if u can describe something with words...it becomes limited....so if u can say out the reasons u like yur bf/gf...does tht mean the relationship will end sooner or later when those reasons are gone?.....

LOL...for the moment...these are the stuffs i can dig out of my mind la...want to write more...but lazy dy...lol...

Tiring...

2008-07-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

This week....is one of the most devastating week for me dey...exhausting me physically n mentally as well....tho i wud say 70% is mentally...cos i just got too much stuffs to worry about...recruitment week...freshie nite..new VU intakes...new VU scholars...new students orientation...n last but not least...VIFA Asia which i joined few hours ago....all in a week....what's wrong with me leh....aiyoh....still got tht survey thingy =_______=

I can't imagine the amount of things I had missed out just because of these recurring stuffs....n i can barely feel my legs these days..haih....out of all the mentioned stuffs....the worst is the new VU scholars larh...dunno wat's wrong with them leh....I tot I was the only 1 tht takes things slow(compared to the rest of the scholars..)...but Nooo...they all lagi selamba wei...If Ms. Lim was still here in AUP (promoted to director of undergrad program..), they all sure won't take things so easily and have more sense of urgency...adoi...headache wei...

Student council...now tht the other department's events are over..Could say tht all eyes are on me now....damn...must do something impressive soon...maybe should see what tonight's dream could tell me =___= ...s many things ot think about....maybe should quit council ke...but Nahh...not tht serious....yet.....

Foosball...if i wanna play super well...might need to train furiously....but my mood always off n on la...sometimes high high dei can play damn good..(like the match against the Taiwan team..)...sometimes my brain just "shut down"...suddenly everything just don't register in my brain....n it gets so much harder reading the games in tourneys...tht's wat happen in the doubles today larh...can block all Paqa shots until suddenly 5 minutes later, I just couldn't get it at all....haih...maybe should train more..or go up the Himalayan mountains to learn a new secret while meditating...LOL...

The amount of things tht goes through my brain...I myself could not explain la...cos I don just think of a thing at once...but just kumpul all the factors together.n think together..=___=..tht kinda explain why sometimes i stare into blank air for nothing huh....lol....

"The real problem in life is to have sufficient time to think" Heath, Sir Edward

Rules....

2008-07-14T21:40:00.004+08:00

It can't be denied tht there are unseen rules in this world which dictates our actions n consequences....hahaha...n ofcos..everyone in this world have different perspectives of this particular set of rules...i guess tht's why everybody behaves differently huh....My beliefs?...hahahhaa...it's definitely made up of aspects of Buddhism n the manga xxx Holic...HAHA! (btw...i don understand why people thinks tht Buddhism is a religion....so does the government...lolx..)

why Buddhism n xxx Holic-ness?...haha...I guess it's because I believe tht we as people have the capabilities of shaping our own fate even though our paths are somewhat pre-destined...hahahaha...(i guess most of you who understood what tht sentence meant...must have suddenly wondered what it meant...LOL...I just love throwing people's mind back n forth...)lol...i guess not everyone could accept the "1 is 2..2 is 1" concept huh...Mr.Tee teach 1...hahaha..one of the funniest teacher ever..

n also...as how xxx holic suggested tht for every wish there should be an equal price...I believed tht for everything tht we're aiming for...there's an amount of effort tht we have to "pay" in order to get it...nothing comes free after all heh...(really loved the fact tht it is mentioned in the manga tht "the only transaction which does not require a price is the transaction of feelings"..haha)

N thus, as I believed in those "rules"...i believe tht if u play by the rules, u alwiz end up getting what u want....seriously..including my secret to Play like Gila...n Score in exam like Gila skills..hahahha...for instance..there is 1 rule tht me n my other scholarship frens firmly believe in....If you attend all lectures n tutorials..(means full attendance larh..)..It's practically impossible to fail in exams later....seriously....u'll at least pass leh....work harder a bit onli...then can get credit dy....after all...U're paying RM200 per day rite??...(as mentioned by Mr.Tee again...)...so better go class lo...

Another rule?...haha..maybe next time...cannot bocor too much secret...believe it or not...during exam period....I was playing PS2 a lot...(my mom din complain...haha..cos she knows tht i kinda prepared dy...)..even the day b4 ITM n ISB...LOLs...tht's another more "advanced" rule la...haha...tht's all la!!

Bon Odori....

2008-07-12T22:29:00.011+08:00

Wahahahha...it is one of the most anticipated evenings i hav every year cause this is one of those cultural events which are not boring and vey very enjoyable....being part of the huge crowd n immersing myself in the atmosphere really lifted my spirit....1 thing I like about the crowd is tht they're not just made up of families n La La teenagers onli...but also the Japanese people who are dressed in their yukatas n they are the ones who really made the event more lively and colourful!

a lot of people leh...

N ofcos...speaking of the crowd...this year...there are some new "additions" to the variety...Me n my frens kinda stunned seeing a group of girls dressed in Pyjamas and holding soft toys around...1st impression was "Ok..."..but if observed closely...
we realised tht we shudn't judge things by the cover....In the group...there are some very pretty girls there too!!..so my 2nd impression was "Wow..."...HAHAHAHA!!...the irony...

Another thing i like bout Bon Odori is....u dunno who's Jap n who's not until they start speaking....but rest assured tht nearly 90% of those dressed in yukatas are Japs...(Lol...i mistaken my fren's sisters n her frens for Japanese...hahahaha)..n btw...even tho this year the lenglui rate has fallen by a measly percentage compared to previous year...but things were still looking good and i kinda regret i din get a proper "cun" camera to take pics..sob...

sori for the blurry pics...hate the lights..

this pic...i oso no comment

hahaha...met up with sze may n chern horng.....actually i met up with raymond in the evening 1st...but I wandered off "sight seeing"....hahaha..group pics!

Actually besides all these..another main attraction of this event is the Cultural Dance (4 songs in 1 part....there r 3 parts in total for the evening..)whereby everybody gathers around the center stage n form circles....on the stage ofcos there will the guys with the drums n oso people who demonstrates the dance for the crowd to follow...But ofcos...for me, the dance is like the back of my hands n i have no prob following the rhythm of the songs!..wahahhaha..damn proud...laughing at those clubber-looking tennagers who somehow can't follow the rhythm...n no grace at all...LOL...evil huh...got a girl in yukata was somehow amazed i could do all 4 dances.."U've been here?.."lol...my fav was the 3rd 1 cos tht's the 1 tht most people tak faham...more movements compared to the other dances...bwahahahhaa...just follow the beat la...lol...

hahaha....i alwiz hear my fren say they don feel like goin cos its far n the activities are routinized..but the moment they join the cultural dance...they alwiz go for the 2nd part n 3rd part...hahaha...i din get to take pics of the dance....cos i was busy dancing too....LOL...

tht's all la!!..really looking forward to next year's Bon Odori....

Happiness...

2008-07-10T00:04:00.003+08:00

No...i did not get myself a girlfren....I just got myself 1st placing for this week's DYP!!!

BWAHAHAHAAHAHA!!!...(so sorry i have to say this wei...)

All thanks to my partner Zach...hahaha....Super front men skills wei...macam cheat code saje...imba gila...hahaha...got 1 game which we won 5-2, 5-1...I think I only touch the ball twice...wtf....super imba wei...

But hey!...Did i do nothing?...no way man....I have to live up to my rep as the "Dalai" wei...LOL...scored few goals...but VERY VERY CUN ones...cannot be seen 1!!!(even i cannot see wei!!)..My favourite Pull shots...hahaha..combined with Jack Shen's new grip....imba wei...imba....(haha..must kembang once in a while mah..)

ofcos...tht's not all to the DYP....I was very happy n proud to see a new player in Sun-U which did very well today...who is Chun Hoe...the spec guy whom i told every1 to look out for...but no one listen to me....hahaha...all kena sapu by his gila Pull shot oso..kinda feel guilty for giving him the tips on Freddo..lol...must help him train his 5 men passing oso....haha!

*so...did today's victory made me change my mind bout less foosing?....maybe...maybe cos Lim din quit at the end..lol..n my back men skills can be improved...but still kinda doubt it...yeah so..whether i'm gonna change my mind bout training n competitions...still seem uncertain even to myself....kinda wonder what will make me set my mind straight in days to come...

hahaha...tht's all la!

Coming Saturday...12th of July....

2008-07-07T18:09:00.006+08:00

YAAAAY!!! it's tht day of the year again!!!

BON ODORI!!

I alwiz think tht this day happens to be one of the best events to take pictures. n also a nice day to lepak with frens around the big big field..while "looking" around....for future "prospects"

Sori i hav to sound rather insensitive in this blog...as it is a traditional event for the Japanese..but for the guys...If u like Japanese chics for eye candy...or girls, if u alwiz like the Japanese teenage guys playing the drums on the stage.....THIS IS THE PLACE TO GO!!...n remeber to bring yur cameras...LOL..somehow this events attracts a lot of Japanese people from all over the M'sia..not onli families but also lots of teenagers as well....btw....this event also attracts lots of La La as well leh..no offence..

somehow this year I feel like going to the event as a La La as well..(muz try mah...)but i don really hav the proper "resources" n the kind of "group" to go as well...(it was discovered tht they travel in groups 1 rite?...lol..sounds like National Geography narration...)...does any1 hav any suggestions eh?...lol...maybe shud go to their HQ at Sungei Wang plaza to check out...ahahahahhaha!!

Saturday nite...

2008-07-07T18:05:00.002+08:00

All i could ever say about last saturday nite, which was cheryn's farewell party....is just funny n crazy....full of surprises...n kinda speechless......n oso somehow just plain wrong =___=

n i'll keep it at tht =)

Paintball....

2008-07-04T20:59:00.005+08:00

people alwiz say tht paintball = painball....n yeah it's true!! sad to say this noon i did not get to experience the pain at all dammit =_____= as the pellets kept on hitting my facemask instead of my body!!!!

yeah i'm kinda kecewa cos nearly every1 has battle scars...(even john got shot at his balls twice...lol...)..i was the onli person without any...sob...even tho all of us decided to go "Spartan" style...(not wearing any other "armor" besides the facemask)....i still did not get to experience the damage...damn!!!!...yeah i know it sounds kinda stupid sayin how much i wanna get battle scars...but it's 1 of the main purpose of the game rite??....maybe i shud hav just rush to the center just now without thinking..lol....

come on man...it was 11 vs 11....there were suppose to be at least 5 person aiming for me...none of them hit my body parts besides my face...wtf....anyhow...all in all...i get to witness some of ADTP's amazing personalities on the battleground....Hariz with his kamikaze skills...Amin's Rambo style....Sofia's unnoticable skills...lol...

the best scene in the whole day was the round, where some of them were shouting from outside:

"Hey there's onli 2 LEFT! onli Jann n Ming!! Go Go Go!!"

After Jann ran out of bullets, after taking a lot of people down..."Ming is the onli 1 left!! 1 onli!!"

Suddenly Josh appears shooting!.."Wait wait!! STILL GOT JOSH! Josh is rushing up!! to the right to the right!!"

After Josh mati.."OK now Ming is left all alone!!He's coming UP!Derrick!! Derrick!! Go n Kill him!"

After Ming no more bullets...."Yay we win dy!! Woohoo!!"

N Tiba-tiba my cousin came shooting out of nowhere...everyone's face change colour.."Still got Kit!! Still got Kit!!"....LOL...in the end, he was taken out by Derrick...n ran out of bullets as well...LOL...

n so many other funny stuffs....hahahaha....the whole paintball session was FUN!!

Just some thoughts....

2008-07-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

just back from the 5th DYP...din win again....really starting to feel bored of the game bit by bit dy...maybe cos my skills came to a stagnant point dy...or it maybe cos i'm having too high expectations..or maybe it's cos i heard tht Lim is quitting too n i feel like too i suppose...n ofcos i do know tht my results are affected by it in annoying ways i don wan it too....n if i haven't been foosing so much, the small difference could have made my results much easily achievable...there's just so many reason to make me wanna jump into the same boat with Lim leh...

But oh well...i decided tht as of now....i will be playing much much less but not completely quit la...definitely won't be finding me in any competition (not college open or Vifa Asia..)dy...n won't be bothered with new shots n passes or in fact training like during sports carnival or Mapcu.....just gonna play to destress a bit n let time fly by....n focus more time on studies....

The Bucket List..

2008-06-30T16:49:00.003+08:00

"When he closed his eyes, his heart was opened"

I just watched the movie "The Bucket List" few hours ago (yeah i know it's kinda late....), I think it's a very very good show with substance....unlike The Happening =____=

the Bucket List actually means a list of what people want to do b4 they kicked the bucket (die lo...)!!

In this movie, Morgan Freeman is a mechanic who knows a lot of history stuffs n always been living in a happy family...where else Jack Nicholson is the billionaire who spends his life working n working n nvr had a family of his own.....n the common thing they both had in common was tht one day, they both are diagnosed having cancer n been living in the same hospital ward ever since lo....

As they got along pretty well n all, when they got the news tht neither of them has more than a year of life left, they came up with a Bucket List n wrote down everything they wanna do..including skydiving...LOL....n the story goes on n on la...

Maybe it's the fact tht Morgan Freeman n Jack Nicholson are the main actors in the movie which makes it interesting...but besides tht, the script was very well written...coupled with Morgan Freeman's voice (he really have the voice of "God" leh...it's like everything he says makes sense n at times 1 might find himself agreeing to his "philosophy"..lol)...n yeah...it will get u to start thinking about the deep deep stuffs....like the value of life...stuffs we missed as time passed....n the contrast in both characters played in the movie made it more interesting n funny...definitely enjoyable...

"You measure yourself by the people who measure themselves by you" Carter Chambers

All in all....the whole show is very very good..nth else to say...n i would recommend everyone to watch it!

Back on earth....

2008-06-26T19:52:00.005+08:00

Langkawi was fun! even tho most of the time we've been experiencing some "lags"..thx to certain people =___=

the beach was nice...the hunting for cheap stuffs was fun too...I now wonder what am I gonna do to the big bag of chocolates that I bought without thinking...haha..driving around the island is even better cos the car we rented was sort of "modified" leh....wakakakkaa...n there's so few cars on the road...haha..n wilson just hav to start the "movie name+in between your legs" phrase game la....we went on n on...n decided tht the best 1 was "the series of unfortunate event in between your legs"...LOL

coming back was even fun la...the news i mean...as I was disconnected from the world for such a long time...

1. Jack shen won DYP????!!!!! wtf u guys were doing wei??...LOL..(nearly muntah my dinner when I heard the news wei...better yet..he go call me to lansi me later...fine..fine..)

2.Ryan got 4th placing??!!..must be too kembang from winning last week la..speechless la....2 points higher than me now...lol..

3.My eldest sis got the ART award from her company (Nielsen Company)!!!..it's sort of an annual employee of the year award....haha..congrats congrats...

4.Hols started for my course....but I'm still kinda stuck with the council activities...sob...

5.n other news tht's too shocking to be revealed...lol...

Trip...

2008-06-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

Will be going to Langkawi tomorrow~~

finally get to visit the island of tax free alcohol and chocolate...wahahahaha

only drawback to this trip is tht I will miss this week's DYP....oh well...some choices are hard to make...hopefully conan,ryan n michael ding dong la...BWAHAHAHA!!

3rd DYP....

2008-06-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

My partner of the week is my student council president leh! Jet Chan!

this was his first time joinin DYP n he just started not long ago leh....but he did so so much better than most would expect due to the fact tht he "doesn't look so pro" as most would say...

but...but...I have no problem trusting him as my partner cause I always knew he has insights tht most players don't...n it saved the both of us in a lot of games..Wahahaha...we even managed to kick jack shen's ass in our first game wei....BWAHAHAHHA...(dunno why so many other players congrat us for tht...n somehow they seem so happy bout it...LOL!)

The both of us played games n games...stayed in the winner bracket until we meet ryan n sue anne la....irritating i would say....dunno why but the moment i saw ryan's face I don't feel like playing dy...hahaha..sort of regret to say i kinda gave up before the match even started...we loss tht game...but managed to get a rematch in the finals again...n lose again..LOL...dunno la...I no semangat at tht point of time dy...hahaha...

but tak kisah la...we got 2nd placing...much better than we both expected....especially with Jet as a new player n all....BWAHAHHAHAHA...won some prize money....n glory too..haha...but ofcos for the next DYP i'm joinin...I'm gonna make sure I keep up the spirit all the way till the end like the 1st DYP i had!

Energy....

2008-06-21T18:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was seriously the most "active" day in my life...

In the morning, me, jack shen, jaslyn, japheth, samantha, stephanie, mak, wye kitt n henry went to Sunway Lagoon to release stress...we seriously nvr stop n hardly take a break wei...from the pirate ship...to the beach...then the roller coaster.....n blah blah blah la!

BUT da best ride wasn't those rides tht makes u go screaming....somehow sunway has toned down the rides a lot dy...n so....the best was the apoche POT!...the one where we keep on spinning ourselves n spin n spin n spin.....somehow me,jack n wye kitt is kinda sot i think....barely 2 seconds after the ride started...the "pot" tht we're in is already spinning at max speed dy wei!!!!!!!!!

Everything loooks so blurry...i saw flashes of colour...even tho i'm colour blind...n everything was so wavy n wavy..the back of my head was aching (dunno y)....n yeah....when the ride stopped....it was bloody impossible to walk straight dei...nearly bang myself into the fence...heh...

The day ended with a heavy downpour...the gang went to pyramid to hav lunch...at 4 sumthin...lol...n after we went our separate ways...me n jack stayed back at college...n foosed...(can't resist....)n made a stop at jack's house b4 going to BREAKERS!!!

It was my first time dei! n most of the sunway fooser gang was there!...get to try the championship table n stuffs...damn emo by the fact tht i kena sapu by ryan 8-1 tht nite wei...feel like using the new techniques i trained...but.....i know....onli DYP (Draw yur partner) matters most...n i shouldn't show anything new till then....thank lord i persevered n resisted using it...BWAHAHAHA...he's so gonna get it after i'm back from langkawi dei...

All of us went back around 12 sumthing...I reached home at 1.40 like tht....n next morning i gota work at 7.30 wei....aiyo...sleep deprived...haha...

Relief...

2008-06-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Finally get to catch a breath after all these exams n college stuffs...finally able to just think of relaxing and think of unnecessary stuffs n just stone n stare into blank space...kinda miss doing tht..lol...

B4 this, I always find myself difficult to just pause for a moment n catch a breath..seriously!
no matter how playful or funny i appear to be most of the time...my mind is still being buzzed with stuffs i need to do n datelines n stuffs (even during foosing sessions..)...Maybe it's my foolish nature wanting to be as perfect as possible tht at times I can't forgive myself for taking a break once in a while...haha...dunno why...for nearly everything i do...i always find it hard to forget about the 1 small tiny mistake i made during the whole process...GaaHHH!

Kinda hope tht I can JUST LET IT GO...tell myself to focus ahead n stuffs...but it's just hard to skip all the stages in the 5 stages of acceptance...heh..

Prologue.....

2008-06-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

wow...jun keen has a blog now too....
why suddenly he decides to have 1?...
I have no idea either =.="

but anyhow...from today onwards he has something else to do online besides finding games to download...surfing the net aimlessly la..

ohh..just for a short intro...

I'm Jun Keen...Studying in Sun-U now...cos he has no money to study overseas...(sad case...)
in n the VU business degree program...with very cool lecturers...
(by cool i mean sarcastically fun lecturers...they're da best!)
An avid believer in karma (yeah wei...)
n also a heavy addict of foosball!!!
(foos nickname: Dalai Lama...pls dun ask how i got tht nick..cos i dunno either)

n tht's it for my first post!