Start of a sem...

It's another sem...n it just makes me feel more n more depressed....not tht I'm not looking forward into this sem...but i just realized i only got about a year n a half left in uni

I just somehow feel i wasted my youth la...it's gone man...ofcos there are memorable times here n there...but just somehow wished I could do more...maybe play some instruments...learn some martial arts....but somehow in the end..I ended up with the art of "scoring without studying" =.= my life is tht sad wei....

But yeah..even admist all those hours of life i missed...it's better late than nvr la...at least i got to do something i really enjoy doing last few years in uni...Foos n Gaming!...haha..i know some of u out there will condemn me in the foosing part =.=...but hey..i still enjoy it k..just tht the uni took it away from me..=.=..N also Gaming is still ongoing with the Projects...hahaha...

n those will still go on this year....n also will be expecting the usual "lunching" sessions =P..really missed "lunching" sessions..xD..n ofcos somehow miraculously i hope i will enjoy helpin vubc with this year's activities.miraculous becos i usually don't like these stuffs..but still do it anyway...lol...n yeah...i shud get a library card..=.=..how unusual for a scholarship student to not have library card eh...lol

So near yet so far...

Just when i think i'm so close to realizing one of my new year resolution...

I realised tht i'm gonna hav to wait till year end to achieve it!!!...zomg....geram-nya....

nvm...i know this is an opportunity for me....this gives me a year time to prepare for it!! xD to make it memorable!!..lol...new year resolution mah...waiting till year end is nth!!..xD


(I shall be buffed up by then!!...lol xD..u wait...)

Concern...

Class starting next monday!!!....how sad....at first i'm complaining how long this holiday is...now i'm complaining how short it suddenly becomes =(...suddenly my frens are flying back to their unis in aus dy...this holiday quite "short" oso leh...

now tht class is gonna start....MY only concern is.....

none other than...

VUBC!!!...

hohoho....sei mou....ms.Christine n ms.Samantha haunting me bout it for so long...not enough...ms.Lee suddenly made a creepy joke bout me taking on the president position...not funny at all =.=..must avoid tht situation at all cost....i just wanna be a happy quiet committee member only...leave those big positions to someone who's more "mulia" than me =.=..scholarship student still human 1 k....i oso wan a normal life wei =.=...

oh well....

Expecting something better...

I gonna wait till March...or maybe end of March...if still there isn't any improvements...I'll just quit...end of story...wanna find more freedom else where....

Confidence n choices....

When we make a choice...there's got to be some reason behind those choices rite?..or else life would be totally random la...the choice i'm talkin here about is...let's say we have choice between going with plan A or plan B...n plan A is Hard to achieve but with high returns....n plan B is easy but satisfactory returns....normally which would you go for?....

Tht question eventually leads to the next point of my topic..which is Confidence..(in my opinion la..)..If u think u can handle plan A..obviously u would go for it...but let's say u're not so sure...u don really think it's within your capabilities...then u would go for satisfactory level which is plan B lo...fair enough...sounds logic to me la...

Ok now...here's something to relate to...when a person gets a bf/gf...some people might think that they're very grateful for having a bf/gf..or someone who likes them.."Wah got someone like me wo...I couldn't ask for more wei."..being grateful is 1 thing...it sounded like he/she doesn't deserve an actual choice..(i stress tht grateful is 1 thing..but this issue is another..)..as satisfactory is enough..somehow or rather...in my opinion...tht shouldn't be the way things work out rite?..i mean...we all deserve a choice..as in anything...nothing should hinder us in making these choices..we all should have tht confidence and really go for what we really want...n not what we think our "level" deserve rite?...or else...we might actually regret when we look back into the years...rite?...

Of cos i'm not implying tht we should think n doubt our choices now la...ofcos it's a blessing to hav someone u like to feel the same way towards u too...but sometimes in some part of our lives..this issue do appear in some people's life i think...n i don think people should just "Ok la...will settle for this la..."...we should actually go beyond tht la...anyways just my opinion onli =)

So guys...Valentines coming..have a great Valentine...and don't let anything to prevent u from getting the "One" to celebrate a happy Valentines day..If u wan it...just go for it!! xD

(my thoughts are kinda..."strange" oso...even in my own opinion xD)