Black and white...

Holidays...can be fun...n boring as well...depending on how u spend the time..

for me....right after tht wonderful day.....the days ahead looks so black n white =/

must start plannin some stuffs to do dy!!

Best day...

Today is DA best day of my life...n i shall always remember the 5th of December 2009.

n I owe it to none other than Suyin!!! who made "sacrifices" just to make the day interesting and worthwhile =) so much effort was put into the day..n i definitely neeed it after 6 months of no-lifeness in college lol...I gotta say my mind is kinda more opened too now...din realised i've been missing so much stuffs in life all these while...really makes me rethink bout the way i shud use my time...lol..

really really really enjoyed it =) n kinda touched lol

thx a lot!! =)

Get well soon btw =P

Scar..

Clicking on myvu website n checking my results yesterday seriously left another scar on my mind...perhaps for the next few years to come...even though its just a credit..but the pain is knowing tht it was entirely my fault tht i oni scored below average..n things like these really stay in my mind for a very very long time =/..n tht kinda sux..

can someone teach me a way to get over these kinda stuffs?....for my entire life...i alwiz find it so hard to get over disappointing events of my life...=/

sigh....

Banyak kali doh....

For so so many times...when i hav problems...people will always tell me..."chill la...sure can 1".."sure work out in the end 1!!".."Sure can dy la"....

yeah i know they're trying to give me some last glimpse of hope...but so often in my heart i always think tht...they're saying this cos they couldn't possibly tell me tht the world is gonna end...n then when i think tht way...i really dunno who to really ask for opinions cus everyone will say the same stuffs =/...somehow somehow...n somehow i'm jus looking for any differences in these responses tht i'm slowly narrowing myself to a little corner...=/

why am i so negative 1...=.=.....