Decisions again...

Some people say i got the face to berjaya 1....yeah ofcos i'm kinda relieved to hear something like tht...but when i really look back at myself...i realised i can be so so far from tht =/...n better yet....so many other parts of me are telling me the same thing...imagine having the ability to make it n knowing it...but not doing anything much bout it....I think i really need a sledgehammer to knock my head at times...=.=...gahh....

I always procrastinate n procrastinate for countless times...n when it comes to datelines...I almost always hear a voice from inside me telling me tht "if u're gonna slack again..i'm gonna take away yur gifts"...n then I would just suddenly "wake" up n finish my stuffs n finish my studies for an exam few days later...n things would still stay good n above average...n then I would always wondered...If i done something similar earlier..would I not have achieved something better?...Do i tend to rely on tht too much through out my life?...n with THT many wake up calls i have through out my life...i always wondered when it would stop..n suddenly everything would just be taken away...(just imagining.....)...like a price paid for not playing by the rules...=/

Everything comes with a price....a success in the future requires one too...n it differs from 1 person to another...I wonder...Wat edxactly is the price i have to pay?...

Comfort zone...

I love staying in my comfort zone...i mean...who doesnt??...everyone has their own comfort zone..tht's y everyone remains in their place...n everyone remains the same as everyone...it's like.."U're special...just like everyone else..."...lol..it's kinda funny tho..tht (i think..) the general rule to ever succeed or to achieve something special...one has to get out of their comfort zone n doin the right stuffs...the ironic part is tht it sounds simple...n yet...many people dont give a damn bout it...=/...

another random thought tht came to mind...is how i found people to be afraid of being successful ..yeap...sounds weird....but people are Afraid of being successful!...the general crowd subconsciously perceives being on top as being separated from others...n its kinda true tht when u get to a certain position...there will be a distance between u n yur usual group...cos the general crowd is at the lower position...n people know tht!..n thus..whenever a position is offered...its really common to see people pushing the position here n there...giving any possible excuses...just because they fear being distanced...sad again....but it is happening...People are afraid of being successful...haihz...

Ofcos...this does not apply to everyone...but it is happening to most people...comfort zones..fear of success..it happens subconsciously...even though some people are clearly conscious bout their wants to being someone different or achieving something better...they still repeat wat they do every single day...every single month n year...hoping tht repeating previous 'failures' (unknown to them..)...would eventually bear fruit...

The question in my mind as of now is....If anyone really intended to be successful...why doesnt he/she do something different bout it...different from wat he usually does...different from wat others(who continuosly achieved average results..) would do...n eventually find his/her edge to succeed in the future? =/

Pink~~

Today got CIMB lecture series....n I was the emcee in Pink lol....must be a first time to many people's eyes....XD...when people ask why pink...just hentam n say I in love lo~~ lol....but is it true??...i dunno....XD

How??...

For quite some time....I finally accepted the fact tht people dont think alike...or learn things the same way....not just realising it by wat i was told...but rather...to actually know tht people has their own way of doing things...their own way of being efficient...learning things in their efficient manner...it's like why a economics person dont understand wat an accounting person is doing...it's like they dont see the pattern there n catch things tht fast...n this brings me to a point tht whenever someone asks me to teach them on a subject...

Kinda funny la...a question which seemed easy to me...last time i alwiz wondered why others dont see it the same way....to me it's just LIKE THT...but others were like..."like tht meh?"...n tht issue used to get me thinking...n when i realised it...I used to think twice whenever someone asks me to teach them...cos i'm just afraid i would make things more difficult for them...but people used to take it tht i'm not willing to teach...oh well...life goes on....=)

Fun-ness...lol

Tuesday of sem break is fun....XD....got to makan lunch with Nat, mike n ryan...then later more people gather to watch movie...=)...n on tht day...i finally revealed a side of me i nvr revealed to any of them b4...LOL...ofcos they found out....n i wont speak of it here either...all i can say is.....Monash student lose to Sunway student...XD..wakakkakaa...

Saturday..XD....Cyberfusion event..too bad the booth chicks are not really tht impressive...haiz...disappointed...n Jeff din get the hp number he wanted..lol...however...Project suddenly ranked top 8 in cyberfusion tourney...XD....imba~~~

fun fun fun...lol.....

Mid sem break!

The moment our CL exam was done...MID SEM BREAK BEGINS! Wakakaka

I gotta say tht my mid sem break started pretty damn well eh...cos the project gang sudah ajak untuk makan banyak tht saturday night =P...ofcos the makan was later tht evening...n afternoon we're just fooling around in SRC...XD...surprising however....wasn't really the SRC part or the makan part....it was rather when we're in the car....=.=...lol...lots of things happened...=.=

Just when u think tht when people start to enter uni dy...they might become more stable...but these guys just dont! =.=....seriously man!...when we all enter lim's car...the 'fun' started with Fat getting possessed by some rockstar soul =.=...seriously wei!..n i suspect he purposely keep tht hairstyle just to shake it wei!...lol..oh well not onli tht la...the whole day the gang just talked about pink shirt girl n white shirt girl...n smoking girls...n at the same time with Jeff n Fat making tht 'semi-orgasmic' look when they talk bout it..(pink shirt n white shirt girl..)..LOL....I m not jokin...=.=..

oh well ofcos the fun just wasnt from the conversation...as we reached OUG plaza...something creepy happened...suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder n when i look to my right..I did not see a ghost...but it was something worse...it was JEFF making tht "i'm gonna kiss u" look n just few inches away from me onli...OFCOS I FREAKED OUT LA!...=.=..thank lord jason is normal...(he's on my left tht time...)..nvm nvm...then we go makan chinese food in OUG...n as usual...Fat is praising pork like heaven...Jeff still talking bout girls...=.=...forever 1...n jason still is normal...lol...Lim kena panggil japanese rocket..=.=...oh well...

wat's more fun tht nite is...after makan dinner...we go makan again...makan pork noodle this time..lol...n i regretted something this time...i took the wrong seat...a motorbike was blocking a certain view *cough cough*...n yeah...Jeff is still making tht dreamy look...n we have more Jeff moments today!.."The Ka-chik thing"!..n the "Shocking thing"!...XD..kena from us the whole nite wei...lol...n Lim kena one of the best quote ever in the car (forgot to mention..).."It's hard to face the problem when the problem is your face"..ZOMG XD...imba~~~

All in all....it was a fun day....n a fun ride in Lim's car...XD...definitely enjoyed it...definitely...