Diving together with the economic crisis...

What I feared most finally happened....I finally ran out of luck which I'm so used to relying on thru out my life...n now my results finally hit the point where any students with high expectations shud not hit...this kinda feels like the time I got 34 for my first Add Maths exam....haih...

when I took my CF exam...Mr.Tee must be thinking tht i'm gonna get another HD without trouble...n now i'm 20 marks below his expectations...wonder what I should say when i meet him leh....n then the worst 1 is my Tax Law...credit wei.....I understand there are people who are happy to just get a credit..but somehow the position I stand...It really is unacceptable...as it's a sign I'm gonna lose my scholarship soon....

Ofcos...there are times like this where I just hope I'm borned in a rich family n take it easy....n getting a scholarship is just to make my resume look good n not for its financial support it could offer...but too bad...i'm not in tht position la...I'm just in tht position whereby there's expectations...N i'm there to fill those expectations..n most of the time...I think tht's the only direction my life is heading towards to...

Wouldn't wanna over-emo on my blog la...but this is just one of those times where..the higher the expectations...the harder the fall is...n I just have to let it go somewhere la...

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Why does it have to happen....everytime...every year.....ish.........

Haven't happened yet...but..i got the feeling.....the repititive pattern....all "thx" to yurs truly...zzz

Group D + VTS = ????.....

Same group with FFF....same group with XEF team 1.....n worst still....same group with A5 which defeated XEF team 1 =______=

With a "revamped" team on my side...I'm wondering how much can i do...how much can we do in such a short time..On Saturday when Quack asked the team leaders to come out n pick sides...I really doubted for few seconds before coming out...cos somehow the job was pushed to me la...so to say...n oso..I really not sure whether I deserve the title or not...ZZzzz...

Anyhow!...I really gave all these some thoughts...n decided I can only do 1 thing...which is to do my best lo!..N ofcos to fully trust in my team mates so as to not hold back their true capabilities in the coming match =P...N yeah....I gotta crack my mind with strats soon...A5's match is next Saturday!!..

ZZZzzzzzzz.....

Finals over dy....feeling sien leh....some frens finals still not over yet...those tht coming back to M'sia not back yet.....Zzzzz...

n then some people go Breakers Foos oso din call me...haih....what to do...what to do....

SO Bored!!!!!

p/s Good luck to the ones still having finals!!

Done with Finals....

I'm finally done with my finals!! WOOOHOOOO!....somehow or rather it did not ended the way i hope it would la....but it's over la....N started celebrating with a training session with ESP in Blitzone on the same night! n then XEF on the following night!

The scrim with ESP was definitely one of the most fun n exciting game i had in a while...the people were friendly n funny....N i just hav to do things to make it funnier la =__= (purposely UAV when we're on a 4v1 situation lol...twice summore...)..ofcos the results of the session is we kena tapau la..lol...anyhow it provided valuable experience we cud hav nvr gotten in SRC....

Now tht my finals over...i got 3 months hols waiting for me wei...besides part time work....I tot of putting in some efforts to meet up with frens i havent seen in ages wei...kinda miss lots of people...hahaha...someone complain I heartless summore =___=

n tht's it!

Dooomsweek...not Doomsday...

I really hope it's Doomsday...at least its for 1 day tht i feel like i'm dead....n not drag out the pain for a week....=___=

Tomorow start finals dy....luckily start with RMM...but 2 days later got FIM n TLP togehter...die lor T.T....I'm really praying hard now wei..(To an imaginary force...lol..)..this exam is like sink or swim to me...Sink because i din really study hard...not enaf i think....Swim because if i get good results for this..I would feel so much better..n lots of things will become easier for me n my 3 months of holidays...aiyaiyai...

Oh well...time to rest early lar....dun wanna risk forgetting something tomolo... =___=