Working

Working....surprisingly i wasn't thinking bout the salary i can make from working all these while...I've been thinking a lot lately bout something much more important..

Ive been thinking very hardly bout "What I want"

Kinda sad eh tht even up until know i cant figure out the answer to tht =/
Is it because there's too many options around?...Is it because I've been letting things go its natural way too much?...Is it because I always think tht anything is ok for me?...Or is it just because I dun wan to make a decision myself?.....

Its even funny though thinking back how this issue sparked to my senses....It was while we're having lunch with our Group Exco...Dato Chew (an amazing person =)) just threw tht simple question acros the table at us...n at tht moment...I askedmyself..."Why da hell i nvr even bothered to stop n ask myself tht b4"...It was an awkward situation...then he continued on saying "Its ok (smiling) I just want u all to start thinking bout this"...

The question of "what I want" is just so...bothering lols...but yet...its necessary to really think thru bout it...I've been going on with "Anything la i guess" mentality for a bit too long lol...Shud really start making demands of myself lols..

Loss of me indeed =/

*woo finally updated xD