New sem...1st impression....

1st impression of a new sem?.....gonna be complicated D:

complicated for so many reasons....cos its my last...it really feels like i hav a lot to catch up on...its like i'm running out of time to do all those things i wanted to do during my uni life...really....it feels one of those moments where we leave our assignments to last minute to finish lol

n just like every assignment...we always dunno where to start from XD...maybe i shud come up with a list i wanna do before the end of this sem...hahahha....n try fit everything into these few months...I think i can already see a few categories of stuffs i wanna do lol....such as having makan gatherings...n yeah my last competition for cod4...go somewhere outstation relak....so many more..


I havent even gotten my library card yet..omg..hahahhaa

My LAST sem....nooooooooo

ITS MY LAST SEM liao!!!! i feel so old =.=
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n its gonna be my LAST TOURNEY liao oso =.=
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cant imagine my student life gonna end soon..
seriously
If i hav the choice,
I would want it to last longer
So tht i could hav more memories of this wonderful phase of my life
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but
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this is reality
n i hav no choice but to accept it D:
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*I havent even get my library card yet even after all these years lol*
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n also last year's impossible resolutions D:
doubt i'll get it done this year too xD
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gonna be 22 soon.......nuuuuuuuuu
working.....nuuuuuuuu
missed out on so many things....nuuuuuuu
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NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU D:

Malas update =P

I find tht i rarely update this blog even with all the time i hav on my hands now...hahahha...its like i forgotten bout this site dy..but ofcos i wouldnt =)

I only hav 1 purpose on my mind when i made this blog...which is to try my best to retain all the best moments in my life n put it in this blog..so tht one day in the future I can look back n smile =) the fear of knowing tht i'm just a human being and i'm incapable of remembering all those small things in life really drove me into setting up this blog....its like when u hav such a wonderful day with a certain someone...u wud really want to make sure every detail is not forgotten cos IT IS tht significant! =/

2009 ended in a satisfying way..on new year's eve with frens like jeff, jason n kenix...ofcos with jeff in the party ...obviously the day is about kantoi-ing him...jason n kenix also played along pretty well XD...while waiting for kenix to lepas kerja, we decided to go bowling lawl...hilarious tht jeff couldnt bowl straight (cos he's not xD)...Monkey jason is good at it =.=....i'm..er.....ok ok at it la xD....

then after tht we go teman Jeff shopping lol....n this is where the fun begins la...the Origin of the 95% spandex joke...when jeff decided to buy his Trunks on new year's eve just cos its cheaper due to year end sale...he accidentally revealed his fetish for spandex lawl...xD...a joke tht lasted for quite some time xD...still ongoing xD

after shopping..Kenix lepas kerja n pergi main vroom vroom (he calls tht Initial D stage 5 =.=)...n kena tapau by a guy with 197 wins =.=...tht means he spent at least RM400 on the game in the arcade for god knows how long weih...after tht we went to camp on CP7 for fireworks lol...not bad at all...too bad saya bukan cameraman (poor guy mah..) after the fireworks thingy....we go arcade again LOL....damn no life...XD...conclusion: Jeff is good at bishibashi somehow =.=.....but i beat him in DDR xD how unexpected Wakakkakakaka

basically tht's Dalai's new year's eve....it wasnt bout goin to watch fireworks lol..its just bout the company n all those sohai things tht happened in between lol...hahahhaa

Black and white...

Holidays...can be fun...n boring as well...depending on how u spend the time..

for me....right after tht wonderful day.....the days ahead looks so black n white =/

must start plannin some stuffs to do dy!!

Best day...

Today is DA best day of my life...n i shall always remember the 5th of December 2009.

n I owe it to none other than Suyin!!! who made "sacrifices" just to make the day interesting and worthwhile =) so much effort was put into the day..n i definitely neeed it after 6 months of no-lifeness in college lol...I gotta say my mind is kinda more opened too now...din realised i've been missing so much stuffs in life all these while...really makes me rethink bout the way i shud use my time...lol..

really really really enjoyed it =) n kinda touched lol

thx a lot!! =)

Get well soon btw =P

Scar..

Clicking on myvu website n checking my results yesterday seriously left another scar on my mind...perhaps for the next few years to come...even though its just a credit..but the pain is knowing tht it was entirely my fault tht i oni scored below average..n things like these really stay in my mind for a very very long time =/..n tht kinda sux..

can someone teach me a way to get over these kinda stuffs?....for my entire life...i alwiz find it so hard to get over disappointing events of my life...=/

sigh....

Banyak kali doh....

For so so many times...when i hav problems...people will always tell me..."chill la...sure can 1".."sure work out in the end 1!!".."Sure can dy la"....

yeah i know they're trying to give me some last glimpse of hope...but so often in my heart i always think tht...they're saying this cos they couldn't possibly tell me tht the world is gonna end...n then when i think tht way...i really dunno who to really ask for opinions cus everyone will say the same stuffs =/...somehow somehow...n somehow i'm jus looking for any differences in these responses tht i'm slowly narrowing myself to a little corner...=/

why am i so negative 1...=.=.....