Priorities....

Study...ofcos la study....top priority mah....i got study....but somehow my mind is thinking more about the amateur league than anything else wei....even now cracking my head over a headphone...n the headphone is just for listening to footsteps n directions =____= (for those who understand...u know how i feel...LOL)

n i think another reason for this is because tht day the gang just hav to scrim for fun with XEF...n the results are...haih...made me worry more..here's the best part la...last time i ask them how are we compared to XEF...they all say we much better..n see la tht day...maybe it's cos XEF they all bring full gear la...but then....still....

oh well...right now cannot think any other things than study for finals la....amateur league how arh...hopefully the scrim on the 13th with ESP will help us improve a lot lor!..

Study study study....

The Difference...

every 6 months there will be a new batch of students coming in sunway....mostly pre-U students...n somehow mixing with them somehow gets me kinda depressed lol...wanna know why?..somehow or rather...whenever i ask them or if my fren ask them w/o me asking 1st.."How old do u think he/Dalai/me is?.."....N Somehow or Rather...their answer nvr go beyond the range of 15-17....n I will always have the WTF look on my face cos I find it hard to believe....

Come on wei...is it becos i don hav an emo hairstyle?...is it cos I tend to smile most of the time?...or I mix really really well with the Pre-U students tht they think I pre-U oso.. n therefore I'm 17?...Btw...people who din know me at 1st n see me 1st time oso straight away say I loook 17...=__=..wat hav i ever done to u guys...Imba wei...unfair wei...lol..

I remember something...just few days ago on msn onli...I told Project.Fat I'm 20...n he goes "WTF"..."U look like my younger brother wei, n he onli Form 4 wei!"...therefore...there's 2 point to be noted in this conversation....1) I look like form 4...2) Project Fat is 18 i think....n he says I look like his younger bro....tht's like...can feel kena stab twice in my heart lol...WTF wei....too imba....

So...What u guys think wei?....WHY lar?....why la u all discriminate smart n good looking people wei....lol...jokin onli...haha

Updates....

Long time no post dy....freaking busy wei....I oso don expect it to be so busy...the onli thing tht is ringing in my mind is....2000 words.....2000 words....3000 words......8000 words....everything is in the thousands =_____= oh well...wat to do....VU style.

But...but...last few weeks not just hectic n busy larh....there are many interesting stuffs too!

For example....My new Razer CopperHead!!...it is the Tempest Blue 1....imba or not...shud have taken more pictures of it with Mark's and BigBoss's 1....hahaha...the full range of Copperhead...N oso!...The Barracuda gaming surface tht Mark gave me....owh...(Thx wei!)...I heard he "borrowed" it from somewhere...LOL..I'm gonna get a Steelseries headset soon..wakakaka...then i hav my full arsenal dy...LOL..

N oso oso....Project clan got new members dy....hahaha...(i gonna put up my avatar soon..lol...)..more people to train with...but just kinda dislike the competitive atmospehere when it comes to scrim...n every1 just gets emo if anythin "bad" happens...hope the clan will be more supportive of each other..n provide tips to help each other instead of just calling each other noobs...

haha...I also got to witnessed the clan members practicing for talent quest performance last few days...lol...n concluded tht Mirza hav imba hands for someone who played guitar in less than a year =___=..n Lim is good with maracas...lol...n Project.Fat can play kompang n drums..swt...N they performed it all just for today's talent quest competition...somehow things was unexpected with Nat n Mike winning 1st place...LOL....they join sambil lewa onli at 1st...LOL...n the Project gang somehow din make the cut...damn unfair for them...=___=

hmm..still got wat eh?....ohya...i oso got to chat with an old fren lately...glad to know i'm still not deleted from the fren's memory =___=....N oso i got to chat with another old fren over lunch...haha...finally returned the stuffs to tht fren...odd thing to keep beside me for so long...=__=...haha...it was a nice lunch...even tho on the way to the restaurant I got slapped for no reason....NO reason....seriously...too much dy..LOL...let's hope this post goes unknown by tht person...haha

Tht's it....gonna hav finals soon...haih...

Tight rope walking....

Not tht i ever literally done tht before....but essentially I do do it on a daily basis lar...every semester 1 week before assignment submission onli realise there's a thing called assignment....research havent start....structure havent plan....everyday just play like crazy onli...sei mou...

Yeah I know some of u out there will say...."Ceh...u Dalai/JunKeen mah...sure can 1 la...1 day oso more than enaf la..." hey for your information...I oso still a malaysian k....I do skip classes k....I slack a lot oso k.....anyhow i still human k....Just tht I get lucky every semester till now la...n i just literally abuse tht luck of mine la =____= I know i gonna regret it 1 day....

To get above average marks is definitely good....but if u know u can do better than tht...u wud just feel kecewa of yurself lo....take me for instance..I main macam orang gila non stop...last sem got 2 subject highest in my campus....but still tie with some people...lagi worst is overseas there's some1 better....N i freaking LOST RM400 just like tht cos i slack....if i bother to read my books or print notes arh....I tell u arh....sure won't lose the subject award money like tht 1....It's like Fate is swinging the rewards in front of me....but I just too lazy to be bothered with stretching my hands for a bit more onli =____= "$@#$&^%$@&$#&...."

ohwell....i guess life has a way of playing with people la....I just hope i do something about it soon before i decide to ignore the signs...run out of luck....and fall from the tight rope.....fuuuuuu

VU nite....

VU nite was really really grand last night...lol....i tot it was suppose to be a prom nite kind of thing but actually it was actually more of an annual dinner!(with the VIPs n all.....n etc etc grand stuffs)...N just when i tot...if it's gonna be a prom nite, I can be more sambil lewa when emcee-ing la...but nooo~ I really had to be careful with every word coming out of my mouth after I found out the "truth"...=__=

oh well...last few weeks was rather stressful for me...as the assignments came rolling in n knowing tht VU nite is approaching...me..japheth...samantha n elaine...really put in everything just to make sure we will make no mistake n make the event fun as well...when it comes to the preparation...I really had to apologise for making lots of nonsense complaints over the days..hahaha...I really have no choice wei! tht's the only way I'm sure to get no distraction from the committee! cos i know u all sure won't be bothered with me soon enough if i keep on the nonsensical complains everytime any of u approach me...hehe...(kinda funny when i see tht Japheth is the only 1 getting rushed by others...n I know my phone won't ring at all...) so...sorry la!..I just wanna do my part the best i could =P

Moving back to the night....I really liked some of the performances....haha...the best 1 wud go to Javyn ofcos....every1 tot his voice came from a radio or cd..lol....the lecturer's performance oso kinda cool n entertaining...din know ms.christine can play piano n sing...LOL...I DUNNO!....n she's GOOD....haha...n ofcos the other lecturers as well lar...(Mr.Tee just hold up the paper as tho he don care only...lol...)

The emcee-ing part was *phew*...the 4 of us really can vomit blood on tht nite la...the program switch here switch there.....walau eh....then we all have to switch our emcee-ing slots....luckily we already know what the others are planning to say...so can just copy onli....haha...so many performance for the night...imagine trying to think of 6 ways to introduce the next event wei....n another 6 to comment on the last event....everything went smooth luckily....lol...Also...Luckily i got my suite custom made...n it was really worth every penny...emcee wo...sure must try to look nice lo..(btw my jacket had my name on it wei...lol)..standing on the rostrum there...fuu....

The nite was fun...i think my fav part was after every1 ciao....the whole gang of us were freely taking pictures here n there n "scavenging"...lol.....anyhow...even tho din get to eat anything...the satisfaction at the end is the best la...even tho it's not my event...i'm still happy to be able to contribute to it....hehe...

My Real Name....

When I walk into SSD..Breakers..AC..Rock Cafe..people wouldn't call me Jun Keen anymore....They refer me as "Dalai!!!"...."Hey Dalai!!"...."OMG Dalai!!"...here's the thing...I dont really mind people calling me Dalai....cos I'm so used to it..lol...but it gets kinda funny when people don know my real name leh!!...seriously wei...it's like when situation like this happens: "Umm..who arh....OH! Dalai!..yeah can help me with bla bla bla..."...I feel funny oso leh...(to the Fooser and COD community...Not tht I sensitive la...I dont mind 1 actually...)

People often asked how n why I got tht nickname wei....Am I religious??...Do I have divine power??...Noway man!!...not tht i'm not divine la...but it's just tht this guy known as Dennis just suddenly gave me this nickname...N I'm stuck with it =_____=...with no specific reasons whatsoever since a year ago....n now I occasionally see people bowing to me(Mirza especially...)...LOL....

Here some of the common quotes n phrases:

In Foosing:
"Wah! Dalai Pull!"
"Hey Dalai can play front man dy wei!"
"Hey Dalai damn imba wei!"
"Dalai got the lansi face wei!"
"See Dalai face! See Dalai face!"
"Why I can't score against Dalai wei!"

In COD4:
"Eh! Dalai got play oso!"
"Wah Dalai din feed wei!"
"Dalai got kill streak wei! serious or not!"
"I'm gonna own u Dalai"
"Wah DalaiFury!"
"omg u got knifed by Dalai!"
"Don't play the fool with Dalai man.."
"Dalai got top 3 wei!"

n so many more examples.....too much to tell....haha...tht's it for the intro to the Dalai...

The 1st sentence.....

I'm sure most of u out there have frens tht u have not meet after a very long long time....mostly in years...I always wonder what would be the 1st sentence out of everyone's mouth tht would come after "Hi long time no see"...n then after tht very 1st sentence...how does the conversation continues on n on?..after all....it's been a very long time...close frens would not be as close as it used to be..mostly due to the lack of communication in between the period..how would most people respond to this situation?....what would be the most common response?......I wonder...
(still find it hard opening my mouth to her.....even tho...)
Imagine....few years back....u said or he/she said "friends forever!" especially during graduation or last days or some sort....n then as time goes on....as the face to face contact lessens.....so does the amount of conversation...n then the conversation would turn into a asking "how well the other person is doing" conversation..n then some people would just move on to a new life with new people to meet n stuffs like tht....forgetting the whole "friends forever" agenda....
(...last time things were so fun n there were no hesitations...)
I dunno with others...but from the way I see it..when we say "friends forever" or similar things...we wish to retain the same amount of conversation tht we're used to having....the same amount of excitement n enthusiasm to keep tht conversation going on....n making sure(with effort) tht the fire burns on forever la....N so refering back to the "after separation" part...for most people...I think things would just change as people move on and new things take over...with new people n new conversations....with the exception of certain people who really appreciates how things used to be and trying in any way possible to bring back the feelings even from long distances....for others however...I wonder if the term hypocrisy should jump in but it wouldn't be fair would it?...as for the "others"...when they use tht phrase,they really hope(at tht time) they could keep to their words..but they just lose the enthusiasm with time..but worse still some just say it for the sake of saying it....lol...
(..the last time we really spoke i think was during new year's eve -.-)
Coming back to the main issue here....wat would you most likely say (the 1st sentence)to a person whom u havent met for a long time?..would u choose a sentence which would keep the fire burning?....or would u choose a sentence which would keep it short n just move on?....most would say depending on situation...lol.....Me?...I'm much worse....I dunno wat to say cos I'm scared tht the other person is not interested in keeping the fire burning...n thus...doubting whether I should even open my mouth or not =____= dumb rite?...yeah i know....
(wonder if she's interested in keeping conversations long..i dunno..)
tht's it for the nite...haha
(..so afraid of being "rejected"..so frustrating....haiz...)